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Glory to the Resistance

@hussyknee / hussyknee.tumblr.com

Queer disabled lady from South Asia. Social Anarchist. Decolonize or die. Batfamily sideblog here. I swear a lot, follow at own risk IF you are over 14. DNI: suicide baiters, antis/fandom police, oppression olympians, radfems, zionists, tankies, blue-no-matter-who liberals.
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Anonymous asked:

Your cat posts are one of the reasons I love this site. You have a way with words that's so hilarious and heartwarming.

This is one of my favourite things to hear! I'm more than a little obsessed with my animals, they're everything joyful in my world and I love knowing that I do their antics justice! Thank you so much telling me! ❤️❤️❤️

Here's some loafs for you.

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Anonymous asked:

it’s rare to find a sinhalese person (online atleast) who is supportive of tamil self-determination. genuine question: among leftist circles in sri lanka, how common is such a stance?

I don't know whether I'm a reliable source to answer this question because I'm very jaded about this in general. A couple of days ago, someone on the Sri Lanka Reddit started up discourse about Maitreyi Ramakrishnan's choice to reject identifying with the country that tried to genocide her people, which I'm still chewing wire about. I'm a very isolated person with a very small social circle of like-minded leftist friends. They're mostly not SinBud and anti SinBud nonsense, but none of them are Tamil and I'm the one who really convinced them about Eelam I think. The people I learned from, who are out there doing the work of building inter-ethnic dialogue and overturning Sinhalese propaganda, might have a more hopeful view.

Thing is, there's no one "leftist" faction here because "left" doesn't mean the same thing as it does in the West. The Rajapaksas' party SLPP is socialist, a legacy of their ancestor the SLFP who was the party aligned with the USSR. They and their voters and their saffron terror acolytes (Buddhist priesthood) are all for public infrastructure they can rob blind and central government they can use to crush minorities, and build on the nationalist fervour of genocidal Sinhalese Buddhism that's served both major parties independence. There's quasi-communists, descendants of the ethnonationalist Marxist JVP that rose in opposition to the class corruption of ethnonationalist USSR-aligned socialist SLFP and enthonationalist US-aligned neoliberal UNP. They've since distanced themselves from their ethnic myopia, possibly due to suffering much of the same state terrorism as minorities via militarisation and policies like the draconian Prevention of Terrorism Act. They're the most vocal about the abolition of the executive presidency, the defunding of military and police, and restructuring and executing the long-mismanaged socialist infrastructure. These are usually the working class and university students, but their base has been growing in other demographics too, since we "held our noses and voted" for the Yahapalana government in 2015 and it ended up fucking us over. But despite their sympathy with the suffering of Tamils and Muslims and favouring the devolution of power, most still cling to the idea that Sinhalese majoritarianism is a fair result of democracy.

The kind of pro-LGBT, anti-racist, feminist liberals that would pass muster with the western left otoh, are a minority of urban, English-speaking professionals. Their panacea for enthofascism is voting for the neoliberal party, whose idea of reducing corruption and increasing efficiency is privatizing everything, are against racism because it's bad for tourism, and coasts on the promise of never actively feeding ethnosupremacy, even if they won't do anything about it either. Both these groups hate each other but are equally deeply uncomfortable with if not entirely resistant to the idea that the North and East are Tamil lands colonized by the Sinhalese. Both groups are aware of the corruption and complicity of the Buddhist priesthood and are prepared to do exactly nothing about it.

What I'm trying to say is that Sinhalese Buddhist ethnosupremacy is baked in to the Sri Lankan political fabric. "Left" means jack shit when it comes to whether Tamils have rights, in much the same way that the western left agrees on everything except Palestine. It's a political no man's land everyone tries not to look at.

The fundamental problem is that Sinhalese people who know enough about 1958, 1983, or the full scope of genocide perpetrated against Tamils during the last push of the war, let alone all 26 years of it, are very much in the minority. It takes a particular education to understand that "Sri Lanka" is a post-colonial invention that took over from "Ceylon", which was nothing but a construct for the ease of British administration. As far as I know, this education is confined to activist organizations and whoever followed my sociology program. So my kind of anarchist leftism that calls the war a Tamil genocide with their whole chest and the priesthood saffron terrorists and recognises Eelam is, afaik, vanishingly small.

To be honest, I never really questioned the propaganda and narrative we've been spoon fed myself until I went to Canada when I was 23 to complete my anthro degree (became disabled and dropped out after). One thing that struck me was how racist the Sinhalese diaspora was. I was raised SinBud, my school didn't admit any non-Sinhalese, half my uncles were in the military, but these people that had left the country decades ago still hated Tamils and Muslims in a way that nobody else I knew did. I wondered whether this was what it had been like when it had all started; whether this hatred that seemed to have been preserved in amber was a true taste of what had ignited Black July. Suddenly the attitude of the Tamil diaspora towards the Sri Lankan government and Sinhalese people didn't seem so unreasonable.

Then, later in the same uni term, I went to an art exhibition of a white artist who travelled the world collecting information about their genocides and made art about them, and found a painting depicting Sri Lankan Tamils in 2008. Promptly had a meltdown. Went to the lady and told her tearfully that it was all propaganda, we didn't really hate Tamils, not even my uncles in the army hated Tamils, it was a war, the LTTE had terrorized us for my whole lifetime. Bless the woman, she didn't fight me, just let me cry at her and patted my hand and pretended to take me seriously. This made it easier for me to really think about what I knew once I'd stopped wailing and stamping. It prompted a years-long self-interrogation and fact finding that made me unearth how much brainwashing had been done to us by everyone, from our families to our school textbooks to news media. It's like the air we breathed was propaganda. And I still didn't know a fraction of what life had been like for Tamils (or Muslims) and the scope of atrocities perpetrated by the Sinhalese until I began my Society and Culture degree at the Open University when I was 30. The first year textbooks were only broadstrokes facts, but at last I found out about Gnananth Obeysekera, Prageeth Jeganathan, Stanley Thambaiya, Malithi DeAlwis. Their work on nation-making, ethnicity, historical revisionism, genocide and ethnic conflict and state terrorism...everything I should have been taught as a child. The chapters on the rapes and murders and shelling and war crimes and IDP camps were..indescribable. That was what properly radicalised me about Tamil self-sovereignty, because there's clearly no possible way the Tamil people will ever be safe and safeguarded under a Sinhalese majoritarian government.

I had to drop out of that programme too because of my health. But during the mass protests against the government in 2022, I learned even more about Tamil indigeneity, the extent of JR Jayawardena's crimes, and the persecution of Marxists and victims of the '71 and '89 insurrections. So much of the protests and their encampments were directed and galvanized by social media, that organised online and in-person lectures, teach-outs, and live discussions that anyone and everyone could attend right alongside the protests. I've never seen that kind of truly democratized, free, egalitarian civic education and discourse before. That was the very first time I saw academics, survivors, refugees and human rights activists being given a respectful platform, the masses hearing firsthand accounts from people of the North and East and witnesses of Black July. April to July 2022 was a truly golden bubble of time where I saw people finally start listening, believing, and challenging all their convictions. It was the closest we ever came to realising the hope that things could be different; that we could, as a society, understand how Sinhalese ethnosupremacy had been the black rot killing this country from the first, stop being racist Sinhala-first cunts and actually hold any of these murderers accountable.

Teach us to hope, I guess.

But I suppose it's no small thing that I learned about the Tamil resistance and struggle and taught all my friends about it. I'm sure they're informing their own circles in small ways too. These tendrils are hard to see, but they exist and grow. Especially with the fall of the Rajapaksas and their Bhaiyya contingent, more people can see ethnosupremacy for the grift that it is, and the younger generations are less defensive, more willing to listen and eager for justice and change. So I guess the answer is: not very common, but less uncommon than it used to be.

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Anonymous asked:

your masterlist literally starts with a video denying Palestinian indigenous status made by a radfem and is full of Israeli propagandist Ilan Pappe? take your antipsychotics brother

Not that I care about the opinions of people who use ableist insults like this but: going in the notes to do a cursory check on any criticisms or additions is the bare minimum you should do before reblogging a post, but especially an information post. If you had done that you'd know that the video was flagged and taken down by me literally a day after I posted it (even though it absolutely does not deny Palestine's claim to anything). But the reason I'm publishing this ask instead of blocking you is that "Israeli propagandist Ilan Pappé" has me in absolute stitches. Try harder, little Zionist.

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Anonymous asked:

Hey, quick question, but why are reblogs turned off for the masterpost? Not being a dick or anything I'm just wondering if it's like. Being edited or smth?

Check the replies. The oldest, misinformation-riddled version went viral suddenly today. I'd turned off motifs but it got enough traction for rude asks to land in my inbox which was when I realized. Temporarily turned off reblogs to do damage control and dropped an ask on a few blogs to delete it. Will have to wait a few days to turn it back on.

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If you sent me an ask and I didn't reply it's probably not because you were rude but because I decided it needed an involved answer that I'd come back to when I had the energy and promptly got shelved for weeks, haunting me every day, until I thought the asker would have given up waiting for it.

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Anonymous asked:

You say you're not an anti, but inability to tell fiction from reality ("But I can't see fictional evil separate from real evil") and wishing harm on people for posting stupid shit on the internet ("i would kill antis in real life if i could") are the core tenets of antiism.

Pretending that you can tell people's IRL morals or beliefs from the fiction they enjoy is also antis 101, but I don't have a pithy cut-and-paste for it, it's your entire blog.

I was going to just block and delete, but "core tenets of antiism" was too good to pass up lmaoooo. This is also the first time I've been told I'm doing anti-censorship wrong by having violent urges towards suicide baiters who call people child molesters for enjoying the wrong kind of fiction.

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Anonymous asked:

https://www.tumblr.com/olderthannetfic/747344678726270976/httpswwwtumblrcomhussyknee741345950379966464

Congratulations, you made it to the big time.

Lmaoooo. Average proship reading comprehension. "Hey a lot of the time people empathize with, apologise for and dismiss the same evil in fiction they do in real life because real life conditioning carries over to how you interact with fiction" = "YOU THINK THERE'S NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN EVIL IN FICTION AND EVIL IN REAL LIFE."

It's awesome how they've fully gone from "fiction is not reality" to "fiction exists in a vacuum". Almost like the whole discourse is a grift to dodge any media criticism at all.

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Anonymous asked:

I am really sorry, to hear you are struggling. I don't tag my posts or reblogs because I didn't want those who follow me or are my mutuals or visit my page to look away. We don't follow each other but I think, I can understand why it can get hard over the months.

Thank you. In my case it's gotten so bad because I already have severe psychiatric issues + toxic personal life stuff. I'm pretty sure it's the same for a lot of other people on this site. We tend to be so leftist because most of us are ourselves severely disenfranchised and struggling, which means we can burn out much faster.

I understand why you don't tag and it would be up to me to unfollow a blog that has made that choice rather than yours to accommodate me. So I don't mean to tell you what to do at all, but I think your approach may be counterproductive. You can't guilt people into staying engaged for months on end. The ones who really empathize and care will burn out and be unable to follow you and the ones who need to be guilted into reblogging will simply shrug and disengage because performative caring never goes past the lowest threshold of individual comfort.

I think keeping the tags trending and donation posts going is the main thing. This is a war of attrition between public policy and public concern, which means they're relying on news and compassion fatigue to set in, at which point the violence can be normalized. Policy makers gauge public interest via trending tags, news clicks, social media keywords. In order to keep those numbers while staving off fatigue, we need to game the system. That's why Ive been saying from the first to simply go in the Palestine tags once a day or two days and reblog a few posts before going back to whatever you were doing. We can't solve a problem that the UN won't, but we can keep up mutual aid networks and keep media analysts and corporations worried as all hell if we work together. Tagging is one of the ways we can do this with mutual help, consent, and manageability.

Achievable, spiteful goals are a lot more appealing and tenable to the masses than constant, unrelenting pressure to care. Caring is great, but it's only valuable to social justice insofar as it serves as a catalyst to some kind of action you can take. Otherwise it's just fuel for burnout.

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hey, are you okay with people reposting your posts to other platforms? and if so would you prefer your username to be crossed out? specifically talking about your post on online queer discourse. im not sure if im actually going to do it but i figured id ask just in case. im just getting a lot of harassment lately and the post meant a lot to me.

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Do as you like, friend. I never post anything I wouldn't put my name to in public. But appreciate you asking. I'm glad my words helped you, in whatever way they could. <3

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Anonymous asked:

sending you so much love and healing towards you, you deserve peace and unquestioning love after everything, after all

You're very sweet! Thank you. ♥️

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Hey Hussy, I heard you talking about desiring representation of ace people who aren't extremely sex-repulsed, just something more nuanced than the extremely bland shit out there, and I recommend a Japanese manga called I Want to Be a Wall. It's about Gaku, a closeted gay man, and Yuriko, an aroace woman who's a voracious reader of BL, in a marriage of convenience but who really care for each other, prioritize and find the other so important, in a queerplatonic manner.

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That sounds very interesting, thank you! Unfortunately I can't seem to get into manga at all (the visual style puts me off, same with anime) but some of my followers would probably like to check it out.

Yes, I was told what the book was. It's quite disappointing that the author of Heartstopper could be so sex negative and represent asexuality in such a harmful way. Idk if she's herself asexual but even if she is, that's even worse, because of the ongoing problem of the worst of us having the biggest platforms. If she isn't ace, then she should have listened to a greater diversity of our voices.

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Anonymous asked:

That comic you reblogged looks a lot like Stonetoss's work. If you don't know, he's a violent racist and transphobe, borderline neo-nazi territory.

Oh shit you're right! Apparently there's a whole genre of AI technofascist bros obsessed with robot Hitler. Thanks for letting me know!

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Anonymous asked:

hi, i hope i am not crossing a line, please ignore if this is bad question. i am just curious

in one of your posts u said your caste is karava. this is the first time i am hearing a sinhalese talk about caste (i speak tamil and never really felt confident in my sinhala to make sinhalese friends)

can you explain about the castes or tell me where find information about it

Caste is a fucked up concept across the board, obviously, but Sinhalese castes are different from Tamil Hindu in that they involve the cultural and socio-political organisation of the Sinhalese community, and has no connection to religious scripture.

There are thirteen castes that still exist today. We used to be a chiefly agrarian society, so the majority of Sinhalese are Govigama ("Govi" means farming) and they're the kind of "bourgeoisie" of the social order in that few are above them and anyone else is below them. Those that rank below them are castes like Bathgama and Kinnara (who are meant to be agricultural labourers) Vahampura (something to do with making cinnamon or treacle) Navadanna (artisans, especially makers of jewelry) and Rada (launderers). Radala is the caste of the nobility, and afaik the only one above Govigama. They're all from highlands of Kandy, the last Sinhalese holdout against the Europeans for about 200 years. There's no nobility among the lowlanders (between the Portuguese, Dutch and British, they were either killed, assimilated or fled to Kandy) so the Govigama caste is the highest one everywhere else. This means Govigama used to be the only one that was qualified to join the Theravada Buddhist priesthood* and also receive education and job opportunities as government servants—right up until the mid-20th century, when the karava gentry turned into robber barons under the British Empire's demand for cash crops.

Karava people are the majority inhabitants in the Southern coastal lands, which are predominantly Sinhalese Buddhist, as opposed to the Tamil lands of the Northern coast (Eelam really) and the proliferation of sparsely-populated Muslim communities in the rest of the coastal belt. Karava is called the fisherfolk caste by the rest of country, despite their own strong objections. Caste is reckoned patrilineally. I'm Karava through my Dad and I married into a Karava family. Nearly every Karava person I know insists that we're actually the warrior caste and were given the coastal lands as reward for our service to the king. I'm sure there's a legitimate case to be made for this, (this site keeps being referred to me) but I don't care enough to find out because the Karava insistence that being called fisherfolk is a Govigama conspiracy is incredibly funny. I mean, it could be true, what do I know, but so much of the cope and seethe stem from our lingering inferiority complex and resentment at having been treated as inferior until a few decades ago. After being ground under the Radala and Govigama feet along with the rest for ages beyond record, suddenly us lowlanders were rolling in money from our toddy, coconut and rubber plantations, matching or surpassing the wealth of the nobility. We were chasing off Tamil and Muslim minorities to establish our own lost cultural capitals in Anuradhapura and Pollonnaruwa that predated the Kandyan kingdom and making our own sect of the Buddhist priesthood (Amarapura Nikaya) that would ordain Karava people. The robber baron types also got very chummy with the British colonial administration and were awarded cushy jobs in government over the Govigama, who still disdained industrialization and commerce. (To this day my mother's family looks down on business people no matter how rich. Merchants are considered grasping and untrustworthy.) By the time of Sri Lanka's independence from the British in 1948, we had two varieties of equally rich, snooty, virulently ethnonationalist Sinhalese elites who had gotten ahead by selling us out to the British, but with the highland Radala still believing they were too pure-blooded to mix with the hoi polloi and the lowland Karava resentful at being considered the polloi no matter how hoi they'd become. Post-independence, Sri Lanka's adoption of free education and free state universities saw masses of lowlanders, Karava, Durava and Salagama all, sending their kids to university to attain upwardly mobile careers in engineering, medicine and teaching. "If the boy is Karava he's probably in engineering" is a common joke. It's a clear shift away from our rural agrarian roots into urban sprawl and high socio-economic competition in place of social stratification.

We also have a caste of Untouchables called the Rodiya. In ancient times, you and all your family being stripped of their lands and titles and banished into the Rodi Rahaya was one of the punishments reserved for the noble houses that ran afoul of the monarchy. It condemned your entire lineage forever. This was such a dire fate that some would have favoured execution.

Rodiyas were not permitted to cross a ferry, to draw water at a well, to enter a village, to till land, or learn a trade, as no recognised caste could deal or hold intercourse with a Rodiya [...] They were forced to subsist on alms or such gifts as they might receive for protecting the fields from wild beasts or burying the carcasses of dead cattle; but they were not allowed to come within a fenced field even to beg [...] They were prohibited from wearing a cloth on their heads, and neither men nor women were allowed to cover their bodies above the waist or below the knee. If benighted they dare not lie down in a shed appropriated to other travellers, but hid themselves in caves or deserted watch-huts. Though nominally Buddhists, they were not allowed to go into a temple, and could only pray "standing afar off"

Allegations of witchcraft and cannibalism aside, the Rodiyas themselves were known to be a proud folk that considered themselves the pure-blooded descendants of the royalty that were punished this way. Here's a Reddit post that expounds on them more, along with photographs. It seems that the strictures against covering up had fallen away between the turn of the 20th century and the '70s. Not much is known about their current living conditions, but I believe that, like India's own Untouchables and the low caste of Eelam's Tamil Hindus, they must have converted to Christianity to escape the stigma.

Casteism is still somewhat of a problem in the Sinhalese community, but it's lessening every generation. My maternal grandparents weren't entirely happy about my mother marrying my Karava father but conceded because he was an engineer with a stable career. My older cousin had to fight his Karava family to marry his school sweetheart because she was both poor and Bathgama caste (I think "Padu" might be a derogatory name for it). The fact that he succeeded is noteworthy because it would have been a huge scandal in my parents' time. The Radalas are still a bunch of insular dipshits who try to keel over and die if one of them tries to marry out. But many of them are also migrating abroad so Idk if it's too much to hope that they leave the caste shit behind when they assimilate into Western society. It certainly hasn't worked for the Brahmin Indians. But the outlook is better for the rest of us.

*There is no caste system in Buddhism. The Buddha in fact was an egalitarian social reformer who advocated against the Vedic caste system and ordained Untouchables as well as women. So obviously the Theravadin priesthood of Sri Lanka, that bastion of the Buddha's Word, would make sure that only high caste men could ever be ordained. Love the fact that the Karava social revolution just made sure they had their own sect instead of, y'know, pushing for anything more equitable. I always say that if we really want to protect Buddhism we have to abolish the Sinhalese.

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