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Glory to the Resistance

@hussyknee / hussyknee.tumblr.com

Queer disabled lady from South Asia. Social Anarchist. Decolonize or die. Batfamily sideblog here. I swear a lot, follow at own risk IF you are over 14. If I haven't answered your ask it's because I'm too ADHD to function. DNI: suicide baiters, antis/fandom police, oppression olympians, radfems, zionists, tankies, blue-no-matter-who liberals.
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oh you're in a horror film/book and your phone died/has no bars? how boring. I think phones in horror SHOULD work. they should ding only to have the protagonist check and find nothing. they should get calls from somebody you don't know but is still somehow in your contacts. google maps should lead you to one place, no matter what address you type in.

phones are such a big part of our daily lives, removing them from horror removes the horror from our experience. what if the horror felt like it could happen to you, right here, right now? what if it felt like it was already happening?

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hussyknee

I swear to God this exact thing happened the time we were going to holiday....in a cabin in the woods. It was raining at night and I was convinced we were about to get Micheal Myersed.

Screenshotting the tags this was in response to.

A FUCKING HORROR STORY.

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Confession: I never got around to reading ASOIAF. The closest I got was when I was puttering around past 1am one day before I realized I had forgotten my sleeping pill. Popped one in and drew up Game of Thrones on my Kindle to read until it kicked in. Idk whether it was the fact that I don't have any stomach for horror, or the time of night, or the fact that I was not expecting shit to get that real in the goddamn prologue, but it freaked the entire fuck out of me. I fell asleep just as I realized that the only character to survive the first fifteen pages had been executed by Ned Stark at the beginning of chapter one. Had nightmares till morning.

I don't know what the fuck happened to this guy between Game of Thrones and Fevre Dream, a vampire novel so rambling that it was clearly just an excuse for him to hyperfixate on steamboats and say the n-word (and should be all rights have been gay, only nobody told him). How many reviewers going "I fell asleep!" "GET TO THE POINT!" "How did you make a ship catching fire boring??" did it take to steep the kind of spite that resulted in the GoT opening scene? One may never know.

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Joss Whedon is a prick, but this one story from Tales of The Slayers (2002) has been haunting me since I first read it years ago.

Tw: witch-burning, religious extremism, misogynistic violence

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At the library I picked up Venomous by Christie Wilcox, a nonfiction book about venom, on a whim and holy shit. I just finished it. I’ve never torn through a non-fiction book this fast. Absolutely fucking amazing i am just reeling from the pure wonder and fascination and the absurd amounts of cursed knowledge

OKAY SO

  • The people that study this shit are batshit crazy. Justin Schmidt and Coyote Peterson are only two of a whole genre of people that just loves getting bitten and stung by venomous animals.
  • also there’s Angel Yanagihara, a biochemist who got stung by box jellyfish, was bedridden for days in excruciating pain, and thereafter shifted her ENTIRE CAREER to studying the box jellyfish venom, the madwoman
  • We know next to fuck all about so many varieties of venom!! They are just so complex and SPECIFIC in what they do biochemically, which leads to a complex interdependence of the biology of a venomous species and the species it affects! Basically they go in and just start pushing buttons in cells, activate things that aren’t supposed to be activated, things like that—except the venom has to contain REALLY SPECIFIC protein molecules to push those buttons! Maybe a better metaphor is a key and a lock. And if the lock (the biochemical process the venom is exploiting) changes, the venom doesn’t work…
  • …which is why venom is SUPER MEGA COMPLICATED with loads of functions, like a “simple” venom is one with a few dozen ways it keysmashes your cells control panels, so things can’t easily evolve immunity!
  • mongooses are immune to snake venom because they took all the parts of their cells that snake venom can “unlock” and affect and yeeted them
  • Some venom pushes the “aw shit that shit hurted” button in your nerves, though nothing is actually getting hurt! Lots of combinations! Bee venom for instance activates nerve endings that sense heat, hence the “burning” pain! A lot of neurotoxins de-sensitize the nerves, so the brain can’t tell the body to do Alive Things like breathe. Other venom very much literally does punch holes in things, and causes the flesh to fall apart and rot, or does other fucked up shit.
  • Lonomia moth caterpillars, for instance, triggers an uncontrollable blood clotting response in the body, which causes the human body to RUN OUT of platelets, which then causes uncontrollable bleeding from everywhere!
  • Other forms of venom affect the brain directly—there is a species of wasp that injects its venom directly into a specific lobe of a cockroach’s brain, which makes the cockroach’s brain unreceptive to signals from its body, which makes it just sit there while the wasp’s larvae eat it. It also slows the roach’s oxygen consumption in its cells just enough so it will live long enough to be fresh when the larva eats it!
  • There is another species of wasp that stings a spider and the venom causes the spider to spin a protective cocoon around the wasp’s offspring
  • NATURE IS SO FUCKED UP???
  • Cone snails have both defensive and offensive venom! They are thought to have originally evolved venom to defend themselves against fish, but once they evolved that defense, they could evolve to eat the fish as well! Oh how the tables have turned…
  • it’s very understandable why the people who study venom are batshit crazy

WAIT WAIT

Also

  • Cone snails mutate their DNA a lot faster than any other known organism. They evolve new adaptations stupid fast. I didn’t know different creatures evolved at different speeds???? what???
  • Allergies in humans may have developed as a defense against venom!!
  • The scientists who studied the cockroach-brain-stinging wasp did experiments where they removed the lobe of the cockroach brain that it injects its venom into. The wasps would become confused and spend a long time poking around for the right spot to inject. Horrible
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I don't even go here but I could listen to this stuff at this level of enthusiasm all day long.

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If you want to create Cosmic Horror in that Lovecraftian way:

  1. Go to a body of water. 
  2. Collect a small amount.
  3. Get a microscope. 
  4. Dip a slide into the water. 
  5. Watch as the strange beings come alive. 
  6. You now have your monsters for your heroes to survive against. For Gods, blow them up to be the size of planets/solar systems. 
  •  (Bonus) Realize you are the cosmic horror for those entities under the microscope and how easy it was to destroy their world by washing off the slide and how quickly you can forget about it afterward. 
  • Now add that feeling of apathy to your cosmic monsters in the story.
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hussyknee

Yo OP quick question what the fuck

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The End, by Alister Lockhart.

Bruh, if you don’t think that having historically significant events well documented from multiple perspectives is a good thing, then idk what the hell u doin.

Besides, like, that is literally a Giant Monster Rampaging Through The Town. What the fuck is the everyday person gonna do other than Tweet/Instagram/Post about it going “It’s the apocalypse you guys! Eyyyy lmao #apocalypse #deathrising #nofilter”?

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And heck, even if your own death is inevitable getting information out could help save other people, even if it can’t save you. ‘Here are 20 livestreams of the giant tentacle monster including how it moves and attacks, how can we beat it?’ is way more useful than ‘an entire city got wiped off the map and things smell vaguely of calimari idk man’

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reblogging for this perfection: ‘an entire city got wiped off the map and things smell vaguely of calimari idk man’ 

I personally would be trying to give the Great One flowers and chocolate, but I don’t fault others for watching to get a picture of something so glorious and terrible. 😍

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These are photos taken by Robert Landsburg of the eruption of Mount St. Helens in 1980. He realized he would never get to safety in time, so he kept taking pictures of the ash cloud for as long as possible. Then he put the camera securely in his bag and lay down on top of it to protect it before being engulfed in the pyroclastic flow. When they found his body, the recovered the pictures were invaluable to geologists because no one had ever been able to document an eruption that close up before.

There are many more such photographs of unimaginable perspectives taken moments before death, only because of the compelling human desire to assert that we were here, this happened, this was real. It’s the most human desire there is - to reach out across time and space to connect with our fellow beings until our last breath.

Bringing this back because I'm no longer sure whether the art really was deriding our technology dependence or just visualizing what it would be like if a Lovecraftian horror did emerge from the deeps. Maybe it was wrong to jump to conclusions about the artist's intent. Either way though, it has to be said - the art itself is absolutely gorgeous.

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So many horror movies work only because white people act like complete dumbasses.

Quite apart from being spectacularly genre-unsavvy, it also relies on the Rational White MaleTM completely gaslighting/ignoring the nightly terrors of his wife and children. Jesus Christ, it doesn’t matter if its just their imagination, the fear of a kid is very real. Let them all sleep in one room with you at least, instead of subjecting them to the same horrors every night in the same rooms.

Idk by the time I’d found both black mold and the obligatory walled up skeleton I personally would have gotten the hell out of dodge.

Of course it doesn’t have to be a white man thing per se. My husband and his poor mother once lived in a house they were convinced was haunted for three years because they knew my father-in-law would laugh if they told him.

No wonder women without husbands live longer.

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😂😂😂😂😂😂

I also never got why people didn't take one look at the stank-ass bug-ridden cabin in the middle of nowhere and just turn tail and leave. Until our own resident Great Outdoorsman tree-fucker friend (do not trust these people or let them organize your group holidays!) decided to take us to a "really scenic lake cabin, buddy, you'll love it! So secluded!"

Which we went in search of...in high monsoon season...in the dead of night...in the middle of the jungle. After getting lost in the woods for an hour and half with little light and pouring rain, we stumbled onto a tiny two-roomed, frog-infested bungalow where we had to check the mattresses for spiders and that only had a caretaker/cook in the mess hall half a kilometre away. Me and the only other girl took one look at it and went "we're going to die here." The boys otoh thought it was a "rustic", manly and grand adventure.

And that was how I suddenly understood the realism of the slasher flick genre. Men are idiots.

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So many horror movies work only because white people act like complete dumbasses.

Quite apart from being spectacularly genre-unsavvy, it also relies on the Rational White MaleTM completely gaslighting/ignoring the nightly terrors of his wife and children. Jesus Christ, it doesn’t matter if its just their imagination, the fear of a kid is very real. Let them all sleep in one room with you at least, instead of subjecting them to the same horrors every night in the same rooms.

Idk by the time I’d found both black mold and the obligatory walled up skeleton I personally would have gotten the hell out of dodge.

Of course it doesn’t have to be a white man thing per se. My husband and his poor mother once lived in a house they were convinced was haunted for three years because they knew my father-in-law would laugh if they told him.

No wonder women without husbands live longer.

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Ask and you shall receive. xx Original post here Backing track here

Reblogging again, here are the transcribed lyrics!

Chorus

Jolene (×4)

I’m begging of you please don’t take my man

Jolene (x4)

Please don’t take him just because you can

Verse One

Your beauty is beyond compare

With flaming locks of auburn hair

With ivory skin

And eyes of emerald green

For years our town’s been terrorised

By the beast who takes disguise

In the shell

That calls itself Jolene

Our sleep disturbed by quaking breath

Eyes closed against the threat of death

That lies behind

The teeth of that Jolene

The closer that you get to her

The more those edges seem to blur

To something that

Cannot be called Jolene

Chorus

Verse Two

Your teeth are sharp, your mouth agape

Your claws rend flesh, there’s no escape

From judgement of

The Eldritch One, Jolene

But I’ve seen beyond that auburn hair

My eyes have met your vacant stare

But I’ve been told

I’m hard to scare, Jolene

Chorus but it’s:

Jolene (x4)

I’m begging of you please don’t take my man

Jolene (x4)

I’ll end this story just how it began

I’ll take your teeth if you try to take my man

End.

(edited from op’s corrections)

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“Sometimes I think we must all be mad, and shall one day wake to sanity in straight-waistcoats.” This is probably the single quote that summarizes why I’m so personally attached to Dracula. One of the major things that I think modern audiences have trouble parsing in the text is that the heroes are living in the rational world of modernity and all of them have a very hard time believing that what’s really causing all their problems is a supernatural entity. For people reading the book today, one can’t really hear the word “Dracula” and not immediately make the connection to vampires. There’s a weird assumption that follows that there’s something amiss when the protagonists don’t pick up on the signs that the Count is so obviously a vampire. Jonathan is frequently dismissed as incompetent for failing to sacrifice his nascent career based on the warnings of the Transylvanian locals. Van Helsing’s hesitation in telling his skeptical protege that he suspects vampirism is seen as senseless, rather than being read as a cautious measure to ensure that he can continue to treat Lucy with what he believes will be most beneficial towards her. The reality of Dracula is, however, that everyone in it is stricken with doubt and this doubt is incredibly important. In addition to the trouble the principals have rectifying a vampire in the “up-to-date with a vengeance” nineteenth century, the bulk of the narrating cast struggles with afflictions that, however they might have been addressed in the 1890s, would definitely qualify as some form of psychiatric illness today. The idea that Mina or Jonathan or Seward aren’t actually experiencing what they’re experiencing, but are “mad” crops up over and over again. The Harkers struggle to believe the content of Jonathan’s journal and even after Mina’ assault they continually feel that the situation they face is somehow unreal. Seward, whose function in the book is on one level to have his worldview proven wrong, is continually plagued with the specter of madness as he tries to make sense of the reality of vampirism. In the manuscript, he even questions his sanity at the moment he opens the door on the night of October 2/3, comparing the ensuing scene to something out of an opera. I can’t speak for everyone, and I’m hesitant to go into very much detail, but this sort of doubt and constant second-guessing, even in the face of what should be convincing evidence, is very much how I’ve found mental illness and abuse interact. Abusers often rely on their victims inability to correctly recognize what’s going on as abuse, and this is especially true in cases where the people they prey upon don’t always have a consistent relationship with reality. As Van Helsing eventually says, Dracula relies on the modern world’s refusal to acknowledge him as his shield, and I think this defense goes far deeper than just his reliance on the legal authorities to take his side against the protagonist’s. For much of the book, he relies on his victims explaining away what he does as nightmares or delusions. He relies on people’s self-doubt and sickness convincing them that they’re the one’s in the wrong. The quote above, is honestly more terrifying to me than anything else in the novel. It suggests an infinite number of doubts that are terrible to contemplate. It hints at a world in which the heroes are chasing a phantom, and have quite possibly slaughtered a woman in a near-death trance in their pursuit of it. It’s this sort of conundrum, this inability to discern whether what’s hurting you is external or internal, that makes the combination of abuse and mental illness so excruciating, and the novel, at least for me, is constantly addressing that sort of terrible fear, which is something that’s incredibly important to me.

I was sort of typing up a mawkish “Here is why Dracula is so phenomenally important to me” Dracula day post, but I found this in my super-fun nostalgic crawl through this Dracula-saturated blog, and I apparently said a lot of what I wanted to say two and a half years ago.

What I will say now, with some more time, maturity, and a Master’s degree to my name, is that what takes the novel’s treatment of easily doubted and hard-to-quantify horrors and makes it so completely, achingly meaningful to me is that what ultimately combats doubt is human empathy and love; it is a book about initially isolated and terrified people coming together, believing one another, compiling proofs, and determining that what afflicts them can be confronted and conquered. Jonathan begins to recover and to take action once Mina and Van Helsing confirm the reality of his experiences. Jack can begin to abandon his skepticism when he discards the dangerous and myopic materialism with which he’s been flirting and starts to rely on the empirical observations of others. The book isn’t just about a move from doubt to certainty, but from human isolation to human connectedness. The very act of creating Dracula, a story that tells the story of its own creation, is one in which people come together and collaborate in an attempt to quantify the thing that lurks in the darkness that edges their own textual contributions. Van Helsing is apt when he talks about Mina as the “light of all lights.” She’s the beacon of compassion around which everyone flocks, but she is also the work’s primary editor; she is the author of Dracula, weaving together everyone’s puzzlebox narrations into a shape that can catch the creature waiting just outside of them.

And… Renfield, who I will always always hold to be the most heroic character in the novel, is probably the most dramatic example of the shift from isolation and darkness into compassion and light. He moves from the selfish monomania of trying to prolong his own life indefinitely to sacrificing that life on behalf of another once he’s treated like an actual human being – from caring about the immediately quantifiable business of lives to the unknowable business of souls. He’s the character who, due to his madness, should be and at times definitely is most vulnerable to the sort of evil the Count embodies, and he’s able to say “Screw that. Out of compassion, I will pull this unquantifiable, nebulous, doubt-inducing son of a bitch out of a goddamn cloud and punch him until he stops!”

And that… that’s the sort of thing I think people who are able need to do and people who are in need need to hope for; that’s the sort of thing that at’s the heart of Dracula for me and at the heart of why I’m so stupidly attached to a goofy vampire book.

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These are my 9 favourite pieces from The Shortest Story so far. I’m so, so proud of what I’ve built with this project. It’s made me love writing fiction again.

Right now I’m Kickstarting a book of 88 of these stories, including:

  • 13 stories narrated by Cecil Baldwin, voice of Welcome to Night Vale, who narrated the trailer
  • Incredible guest authors, including Robert Shearman (Doctor Who), Helen Marshall (Hair Side, Flesh Side) and Shawn Coss (Any Means Necessary, Cyanide and Happiness)

I’d love if you could check out the book or boost this post. You can also read an album of my 30 best stories on Imgur right now, including unreleased material! Thanks so, so much.

bravo you magnificent bastards

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