i wanna be yours
suna rintarou x reader
“Y/N, BABE!! GUESS WHAT!!” he shouted the moment he enters the room, and it is rare of him to shout about something unless he is excited about it.
“WHAT??!” you shouted back, putting down your phone because his energy radiated to you to get excited about something as well.
“ARCTIC MONKEYS IS COMING TO JAPAN!” he announced.
“SUNA RINTAROU, ARE YOU SLASH S R S OR SLASH J?!?!”
“I AM SLASH S R S, SUNA Y/N!” he replied.
“OH MY GOD- THEN WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR? LET’S GET THE TICKETS!”
what’s with arctic monkeys? what makes the two of you so excited to go to arctic monkeys concert?
well, that band is the reason the two of you got together.
— flashback —
suna’s pov
we were classmates and we lived beside each other, so we were neighbours too. this might sound creepy but I’ve been wondering what kind of songs do you listen to? you always have headphones which is your signature appearance. there was once I asked you the reason you have your headphones all the time at school during lunctime.
“to block unnecessary noises. I hate loudness and I love listening to songs,” was your answer.
‘I guess you can’t handle atsumu’s loudness,’ I thought to myself as I know that blonde miya’s personality.
you walked away when you answered my question — which I didn’t even notice that you did. I don’t know how you caught my attention. at first, I was curious but that curiosity only took another step that I couldn’t control.
one day, your headphones was broken and you came to school with your earphones instead. somehow, someone had the audacity to cut the wires of your earphones. you didn’t show your anger but I could tell your vibe changed real quick.
“perhaps fuck off might be too kind,” was your answer towards the person that ruined your earphones. I overheard it your voice that time and how I wished I could have done something for you. the only thing I did was threatening to blackmail them so they would leave you alone. yet, you told me that it would be a waste of time to pick a fight with them. well, the next day, I bought new headphones for you. I remembered I had to search up good quality headphones too.
that was also the moment, I knew which line that was from. it was from ‘do me a favour’ by arctic monkeys. the one you said to those idiots when they ruined your earphones.
it’s because I’m not much of a talkative person, and how you would ignore my presence because of your headphones on, we never really talked. we were never friends, to begin with. even though I managed to exchange our numbers but I was a coward to start a conversation. I prefer spending time with you actually instead of virtually. yet, I only observed you. this went on for months and the only thing I learned about you is that you listen to arctic monkeys.
which is also my favourite band. I even put it on while practising in the gym.
the team noticed my change and pointed it out. I was in denial but it got quite obvious when you were looking for me in the gym. I was stunned, enchanted and flustered at that moment because you didn’t have your headphones on, just to talk to me. I had to keep my cool but failed successfully when atsumu pointed out the redness on my cheeks and ears.
well, I cherished that short conversation though.
just by that, I went on spotify and made a playlist for the both of us. I sent you the link of the collaborative playlist which was a lame move.
the two of us listened to the playlist at the same time but I didn’t want to confess yet. well, I had a plan in mind, I just didn’t know when. the songs from the playlist went on — until ‘I wanna be yours’ started to play. that song had me unable to describe my own feelings. alexithymia, I must say. I was the one that added the song. I checked the collaborative playlist again and turned out you, l/n y/n added a song from arctic monkeys, ‘Baby I’m Yours.’
I was shocked, obviously. ‘SHIT- I WAS GONNA CONFESS TO YOU WITH THAT SONG, Y/N! BUT NOT THIS WAY. I WANTED TO CONFESS IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE! NOT HERE-! AAAAAAAA’ my mental was screaming and shouting as I was punching the air at the same time.
at that moment, I went to your house even though it was midnight. I came up unannounced. this is so not me. yet, there I was, standing in front of your door, knocking and rang the bell. the sound might have disturbed the neighbours but I didn’t care.
apparently, you opened the door, “can’t you at least text me first that you’re coming over especially at this time? what if I had my earphones on? I couldn’t listen to the bell, otherwise,” you said.
“yeah, I know. wait- you weren’t on your headphones?” I asked.
“mhm. I connected my phone with the speaker so I can listen to songs better. to be honest, you’re the first person for me to collaborate a playlist on spotify.”
“in that case, I’m honoured.”
“and what’s up with you? do you wanna come in?” you offered but I shook my head to decline the offer.
‘you can do this,’ I mentally said to myself.
“secrets I have held in my heart.. are harder to hide than I thought,” I started, my voice suddenly turned out like a singsong voice when I wanted it to be a normal speaking voice. I noticed your reaction was surprised that I sang out of nowhere. “maybe I just wanna be yours.. I wanna be yours,” I added. at this point, it feels like I’m embarassing myself but it’s worth the shot to try, I supposed.
“I wanna be yours,” I affirmly said, assuring you that I truly, madly, deeply want to be yours.
you chuckled at my attempt, “baby I’m yours.. and I’ll be yours until the stars fall from the sky, yours until the rivers all run dry, in other words, until I die,” it was your turn to reply and you took the first verse in ‘Baby I’m Yours.’
I pulled you into a hug, kissed your forehead. I still can’t believe I confessed to you with a song. you got the hint and replied with a song too.
“I got the hint from the playlist so I had to add the reply to the song too,” you said and I pulled the hug away to look into your e/c eyes.
“you’re smart huh..” I muttered.
that was how the two of us finally officially together and started to learn more about each other as the time goes on.
— present time —
21st december 2022
“I hate waiting but for arctic monkeys, I have to!” you chimed and he only laughed. thankfully, gladly and fortunately, the two of you managed to buy the tickets online. the concert will be held at Osaka - Zepp Osaka Bayside.
“the concert will be on march 15th 2023 and you know what day that is?” he pointed it out.
“our 10th year anniversary,” you answered, decided to play the playlist that lasts for 9 years already.
“don’t shuffle play it. I want the songs to be in order.”
“because the songs are replying to each other?”
“mhm,” he answered and proceed to bury his face in your neck.
“I’m finally yours,” he muttered and finally dozed off to sleep but you could hear there was a tone of relief when he said it and you’re over the moon. you smiled to yourself and hums the melody of the songs instead.
a/n :
im jealous that arctic monkeys wont visit my country.. *sighs*
ive had this scenario in my head for quite some time and the fact that arctic monkeys announced they’re going to japan made it better.
i’d love to vibe arctic monkeys with suna tbh..