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zandra

@daymxre

she/her
[i write based on songs]
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last but not least.

featuring: suna rintarou

summary: he experienced his very first heartbreak on his graduation day.

word count: 400+

tags: angst. gn!reader, not proofread, broken grammar

author's notes: i dont know how to write angst but here u gooo

suna rintarou had been your boyfriend during the entire year of your high school life. he was your classmate, your project partner; whereas you were his love of his life. your relationship with him never went wrong; he was always there for you when you needed him and vice versa. he was known to be a lazy student but with you? he was willing to go through everything for the sake of your future.

so what went wrong?

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daymxre

brb crying

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i wanna be yours

suna rintarou x reader

“Y/N, BABE!! GUESS WHAT!!” he shouted the moment he enters the room, and it is rare of him to shout about something unless he is excited about it.

“WHAT??!” you shouted back, putting down your phone because his energy radiated to you to get excited about something as well.

“ARCTIC MONKEYS IS COMING TO JAPAN!” he announced.

“SUNA RINTAROU, ARE YOU SLASH S R S OR SLASH J?!?!”

“I AM SLASH S R S, SUNA Y/N!” he replied.

“OH MY GOD- THEN WHAT ARE WE WAITING FOR? LET’S GET THE TICKETS!”

what’s with arctic monkeys? what makes the two of you so excited to go to arctic monkeys concert?

well, that band is the reason the two of you got together.

flashback

suna’s pov

we were classmates and we lived beside each other, so we were neighbours too. this might sound creepy but I’ve been wondering what kind of songs do you listen to? you always have headphones which is your signature appearance. there was once I asked you the reason you have your headphones all the time at school during lunctime.

to block unnecessary noises. I hate loudness and I love listening to songs,” was your answer.

I guess you can’t handle atsumu’s loudness,’ I thought to myself as I know that blonde miya’s personality.

you walked away when you answered my question — which I didn’t even notice that you did. I don’t know how you caught my attention. at first, I was curious but that curiosity only took another step that I couldn’t control.

one day, your headphones was broken and you came to school with your earphones instead. somehow, someone had the audacity to cut the wires of your earphones. you didn’t show your anger but I could tell your vibe changed real quick.

perhaps fuck off might be too kind,” was your answer towards the person that ruined your earphones. I overheard it your voice that time and how I wished I could have done something for you. the only thing I did was threatening to blackmail them so they would leave you alone. yet, you told me that it would be a waste of time to pick a fight with them. well, the next day, I bought new headphones for you. I remembered I had to search up good quality headphones too.

that was also the moment, I knew which line that was from. it was from ‘do me a favour’ by arctic monkeys. the one you said to those idiots when they ruined your earphones.

it’s because I’m not much of a talkative person, and how you would ignore my presence because of your headphones on, we never really talked. we were never friends, to begin with. even though I managed to exchange our numbers but I was a coward to start a conversation. I prefer spending time with you actually instead of virtually. yet, I only observed you. this went on for months and the only thing I learned about you is that you listen to arctic monkeys.

which is also my favourite band. I even put it on while practising in the gym.

the team noticed my change and pointed it out. I was in denial but it got quite obvious when you were looking for me in the gym. I was stunned, enchanted and flustered at that moment because you didn’t have your headphones on, just to talk to me. I had to keep my cool but failed successfully when atsumu pointed out the redness on my cheeks and ears.

well, I cherished that short conversation though.

just by that, I went on spotify and made a playlist for the both of us. I sent you the link of the collaborative playlist which was a lame move.

the two of us listened to the playlist at the same time but I didn’t want to confess yet. well, I had a plan in mind, I just didn’t know when. the songs from the playlist went on — until ‘I wanna be yours’ started to play. that song had me unable to describe my own feelings. alexithymia, I must say. I was the one that added the song. I checked the collaborative playlist again and turned out you, l/n y/n added a song from arctic monkeys, ‘Baby I’m Yours.’

I was shocked, obviously. ‘SHIT- I WAS GONNA CONFESS TO YOU WITH THAT SONG, Y/N! BUT NOT THIS WAY. I WANTED TO CONFESS IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE! NOT HERE-! AAAAAAAA’ my mental was screaming and shouting as I was punching the air at the same time.

at that moment, I went to your house even though it was midnight. I came up unannounced. this is so not me. yet, there I was, standing in front of your door, knocking and rang the bell. the sound might have disturbed the neighbours but I didn’t care.

apparently, you opened the door, “can’t you at least text me first that you’re coming over especially at this time? what if I had my earphones on? I couldn’t listen to the bell, otherwise,” you said.

“yeah, I know. wait- you weren’t on your headphones?” I asked.

“mhm. I connected my phone with the speaker so I can listen to songs better. to be honest, you’re the first person for me to collaborate a playlist on spotify.”

“in that case, I’m honoured.”

“and what’s up with you? do you wanna come in?” you offered but I shook my head to decline the offer.

you can do this,’ I mentally said to myself.

secrets I have held in my heart.. are harder to hide than I thought,” I started, my voice suddenly turned out like a singsong voice when I wanted it to be a normal speaking voice. I noticed your reaction was surprised that I sang out of nowhere. “maybe I just wanna be yours.. I wanna be yours,” I added. at this point, it feels like I’m embarassing myself but it’s worth the shot to try, I supposed.

“I wanna be yours,” I affirmly said, assuring you that I truly, madly, deeply want to be yours.

you chuckled at my attempt, “baby I’m yours.. and I’ll be yours until the stars fall from the sky, yours until the rivers all run dry, in other words, until I die,” it was your turn to reply and you took the first verse in ‘Baby I’m Yours.’

I pulled you into a hug, kissed your forehead. I still can’t believe I confessed to you with a song. you got the hint and replied with a song too.

“I got the hint from the playlist so I had to add the reply to the song too,” you said and I pulled the hug away to look into your e/c eyes.

“you’re smart huh..” I muttered.

that was how the two of us finally officially together and started to learn more about each other as the time goes on.

present time

21st december 2022

“I hate waiting but for arctic monkeys, I have to!” you chimed and he only laughed. thankfully, gladly and fortunately, the two of you managed to buy the tickets online. the concert will be held at Osaka - Zepp Osaka Bayside.

“the concert will be on march 15th 2023 and you know what day that is?” he pointed it out.

“our 10th year anniversary,” you answered, decided to play the playlist that lasts for 9 years already.

“don’t shuffle play it. I want the songs to be in order.”

“because the songs are replying to each other?”

“mhm,” he answered and proceed to bury his face in your neck.

“I’m finally yours,” he muttered and finally dozed off to sleep but you could hear there was a tone of relief when he said it and you’re over the moon. you smiled to yourself and hums the melody of the songs instead.

a/n :

im jealous that arctic monkeys wont visit my country.. *sighs*

ive had this scenario in my head for quite some time and the fact that arctic monkeys announced they’re going to japan made it better.

i’d love to vibe arctic monkeys with suna tbh..

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endgame

kozume kenma x reader

“HAH! beat that, kozume!” a face of frustration irked on pudding head when you scored a goal the moment time’s up. he rolled his eyes at your remark for beating him in EA Sports FIFA 2022. he played Liverpool when you played (team).

“I hate this game,” he muttered.

“sure,” you remarked, again.

kenma sighs, ‘my plan is not working,’ he thought because he does not know how to confront- confess, to you.

“oh- kozume kenma! have I mentioned how your last name is literally so cool for no reason?” you told him, out of nowhere. one thing that kenma would never tell you is that he likes how your random self telling him out of nowhere because it never fails to surprise him.

why? you wanna have it?” he blurted out, realising what he said, your e/c eyes and his eyes widened in surprise at the same time.

“smooth. say less,” you said and actually, it is enjoying to call his full name. something about his full name sounds nice? immaculate? perfect? all of it.

you know what, say it,’ kenma thought.

“I wanna be your endgame, l/n y/n.”

this person, who has a big reputation for being the ceo of his own company, stock trader, professional gamer and a youtuber, is in front of you, asking you to be his endgame.not to mention, he called your full name which means he is serious. due to his popularity, he has fans and mostly are girls. they all know his real name already anyway. you appeared on his stream a few times to play some games together such as minecraft or any horror games.

also because of your randomness, kenma used to mention how your random talks sounded like a bluff - even though he knows it’s not really.

but from what you said, about his name, it is the truth.

“you did not just make a taylor swift reference,” you stated.

“STOP RUINING THE MOMENT!” he said, his tone was irritated but it’s not like he isn’t used to this.

“well then, the answer is yes, I’ll be your endgame for you to finish the task.

and that task is to marry l/n y/n.

“WAIT- SHIT- WE ARE STILL ON LIVE-,” both of them said at the same time when they realised the chats went crazy.

a/n :

the main point of this story is to take the part :

I wanna be your endgame

I wanna be your first string

I wanna be your A-Team

I wanna be your endgame, endgame

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seeing japanese players and the audience cried bcuz japanese lost the world cup had me crying my eyes out

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connect

kuroo tetsurou x reader

tw: accident & blood!

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your husband, kuroo tetsurou got into an accident.

the moment you heard the news, your phone dropped to the floor but it didn’t crack that bad.

still, your heart shattered.

how are you supposed to stay still with the newly received news? you picked up your cracked phone, still functioning (fortunately), grabbed the car keys and headed out of the apartment you live with kuroo tetsurou.

“please.. please..” you muttered, with your shaky hands, starting the car and drive immediately to the place you were told.

“be alright..” you whispered, begging at the edge of desperation.

still driving, you did not care of the people that kept honking their cars at you for breaking the rules of being a careless driver on the road. for you, those noises were muffled to your ears and your priority right now is your husband, kuroo tersurou. at this point, you could be in fast and furious - yes, the movie.

the moment you arrived, your paces were fast, even though you hate running, you could win a marathon for running as fast as lightning. flash, perhaps? you reached the counter, didn’t want to waste a second to ask, “hi, I’m looking for a patient named kuroo tetsurou.”

“he is in the ICU, right now. are you his wife?” the receptionist said, looking at your worried figure.

“yes, I’m kuroo y/n. may I know the room, at least?”

the receptionist gave you all the information you need and you proceeded to head to the room that you have to wait outside. you have the urge to break the door open without waiting. you are kinda impatient but you didn’t want to cause trouble so you wait outside.

what felt like an hour and half, a doctor came out of the room, he noticed you and approaches you which you finally look up to see the doctor.

“you must be kuroo tetsurou’s wife?”

“yes, doctor. how is his condition?”

the doctor sighs audibly, he seems hesitate but he still needs to tell the person in front of him. “fortunately, we managed to save him,” hearing that first sentence from the doctor had you relieved at first until he continues, “he has some internal bleeding in his liver. apparently, we need more blood to keep him stable. it is due to his brain damage and blood loss. do you know anyone that has the same blood type as him?”

“I have the same blood type as him, doctor. I don’t mind giving mine as long as it means to save him,” you told the doctor, holding tears so it wouldn’t fall on your cheek. you have to be tough in this situation.

“alright, we will give you some time for you to rest and then we can proceed with drawing the blood,” the doctor informed.

some time passed, you are ready to draw your blood. you sat beside his bed, looking at all the wires connected to him. you hate seeing this sight, especially it’s him. ‘it should’ve been me,’ you thought, no expression showed on your face but deep down, you feel rage, anger, sadness, scared and more to describe.

“stay strong, my love,” you whispered, followed by a smile.

whoever did this to your husband, may death welcomed them in an unpleasing way.

“kuroo y/n, are you ready?” the doctor asked and you nodded as an answer.

kuroo’s pov

my eyes are taking a lot of time to open. white lights blinding my eyes that made me close my eyes right away. i can hear the beeping sounds of the machine, ‘yes.. I got into an accident.. at least my memory isn’t- wait- MY WIFE!

I sat up straight at the thought of my wife, how long have I been here? is my wife alright? am I still dreaming? the sounds of my bones cracked, shit, I’m in reality.

I pinched myself and looked at the other bed that is placed beside me. that figure laying on the bed is definitely my wife. I can recognize those familiar features. what happened? why is she here? why is she not awake?

“oh- kuroo-san, you’re awake. I guess your wife still need more sleeping time,” a voice was heard as the person- doctor, came in. “your wife is alright. she just needs rest. you too, kuroo-san,” the doctor added, helping me to take off the napping mask as he knows I wanted to speak.

“I don’t understand why is she here,” I mumbled, unsure if that is loud enough for the doctor to hear.

“she gave her blood to you. it has been two days now. she fainted right after giving the blood. she woke up this morning, by the way. she said she wanted more sleep after having breakfast,” the doctor explained, a sigh of relief escaped my lips.

“I guess I’ll wait for her to wake up. I want her to see me as the first person when she wakes up,” I said and then I heard a chuckle from her.

wait- did she just-

“you’re the one who got into an accident, idiot. that should be me saying it to you,” y/n said, sitting up straight to face me.

“I thought you were asleep?” I asked, facing the doctor who gave a shrug.

“you think it was easy for me to sleep at the thought of you might actually die?!”

this time, it’s my turn to laugh lightly but painful because of the newly fresh broken bone. it didn’t have to be removed, fortunately.

the doctor joined in a second-short laugh. “you only have a broken right elbow and the back of your neck. it will take months to heal. therefore, your brain was the most complicated one. fortunately, it solved. kuroo tetsurou will be discharged in two weeks while kuroo y/n can be discharged today,” the doctor informed.

“that’s good to know. thank you, doctor,” y/n said, giving a light bow but part of me feel guilty.

“I shall give time for the two of you,” the doctor said and leaves the room.

“I’m sorry, babe. I’m going to cause you trouble because I got into an accident- I-,” my words were cut off by her shushing.

“shhhhh, I don’t want to hear apologies. it’s not your fault. I’m going to do some investigations on who did this so they would get a payback, okay? I’m going to take care of you this time. you have been taking care of me-.”

we have been taking care of each other, y/n.”

y/n gave a smile, “yeah, right.”

“now that I know you gave your blood to me. this means we’re really meant for each other,” I said, pausing myself. “I love you, kuroo y/n. we will never separate from each other because you’re my lover, my life, my wife, my forever, we’re connected.”

“pfft how poetic of you even after this,” y/n stated, pointed out about this accident, which means, trying to tease me.

“hey! that shows how much I love you, y/n!”

y/n laughed, and continues, “‘we're like the blood in our veins. we must flow without stopping. keep your oxygen moving and your mind working.’ wasn’t that how you set the mood back in high school? well, that time, my brain only worked to do anything for you as long as it would save your life. and the fact that nekoma’s banner written as ‘connect.’”

“iconic how the blood and connect were mentioned and now your blood and my blood are connected and flowing in my veins! no metaphor intended!”

“yeah okay, I love you too, kuroo tetsurou.”

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william james moriarty x reader

‘ah, not again,’ you thought and sighed audibly. you hate how he overworks himself and sleeps anywhere that is possible to be sleep on. the tea on the table is not even finished. papers scattered everywhere as if he was trying to find an answer or solution.

william james moriarty had always look composed. he would never be nervous or anxious if something does not go according to his plan. he would have a backup plan for sure. you noticed that and you would help him in a lot of ways possible.

his eyes flutter to open, getting a blurry view of you cleaning up his mess. he would never be mad at you for cleaning it up. he knows that you are able to organize it respectively. “y/n..” he called, voice muffled.

“yeah?” you replied, stopping yourself from doing the cleaning and headed to him right away. “we have a mission… uh.. case.. tomorrow night,” william informed but mumbling.

“alright. does albert, louis, moran and fred know about this?” you asked.

“nope. this is only for the two of us,” william answered. his blond locks are covering his eyes that you could not help yourself from playing with it.

“you better tell me the details about it or else I would be clueless of the plan,” you said to him, still playing with his hair.

“of course I let you know about it. even if I don’t inform, you would still figure out my plans just by setting your foot into that place,” william explained and you chuckled with your eyes closed. he got up from the couch to meet your eyes the moment you opened. suddenly, any caffeine would not help for him to stay awake just because he sees you right in front of him. then, a question popped in his head that he could not help but ask.

“y/n.. may I ask you a question?”

“proceed.”

“you promise to stay with me until we make the world a better place, right?”

“liam.. I promised to witness it.”

“then.. why can’t you keep it?”

“nii-san! nii-san!!” the calls were heard that made middle child of moriarty woke up with a gasp. “louis..” william muttered.

william’s hands were trembling but he was trying not to show it. the memory of you being stabbed by an unknown enemy is still vivid in his mind. his lack of sleep, his lack of appetite, his lack of focus.. all he has been trying to do was figuring out who was the killer. who had the audacity to take someone from him that he loves the most.

whoever that is playing around william james moriarty, the lord of crime, definitely has a death wish. that was not an intelligent move at all. how dumb. why would go that far to take someone’s lover’s life?

“nii-san, moran is waiting for you. he said he has something to tell,” louis informed.

“if he is outside right now, he can come in,” william told. louis answered with a nod and left the room immediately to allow sebastian moran to enter william’s room.

the moment the black haired entered the room, he noticed how much of a mess william is.

“yes, moran?” william spoke up.

“I don’t think y/n l/n is dead,” moran stated.

“exactly.”

a/n:

sorry, no song this time

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welcome to wonderland

itadori yuuji x female reader

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“huh..? where am I?” the girl with h/c haired and e/c eyes muttered lowly to herself when she woke up to a place that she had never seen in her entire life before. all she sees is people walking around but it looks like a funfair.

the ferris wheel is enormously shown that can be seen from afar. all the lights are switched on to give the brightness at the place. the girl only stood there, stunned with what is in front of her. a place that she had always wanted to go.

the board is hugely written, ‘wonderland’ and the girl could see the boy with pink hair looks like he was looking for someone. once he spotted the h/c haired girl, he approached.

“ah y/n! I’ve been waiting for you. now, welcome to wonderland! I heard they sell pastries and potions that can make you grow tall!” he chimed joyously and gave her a smile.

“are you saying that I’m short..?” y/n said, facing the pinkette boy — there is a height difference between them though. although she is still confused with what is happening around her, she decides to go on with whatever that is in front of her now.

don’t wanna waste the precious time, right?

this ‘wonderland’ really looks like a wonderland when it is known to be a funfair. there is a forests and cottages look alike when they must be the booths for the people to enjoy in. when y/n looks up, the colour of the sky is sapphire and the pinkette boy is holding her hand tightly with hers.

“let’s go for exploring or we could just go for a walk,” y/n suggested, looking at those teacups that is known to be the tea party of the ‘wonderland.’

“where should we go? we could go to that tea party, make an appearance and maybe they’ll sing us a song. our favourite song,” the pinkette suggested too. it is as if they were having a telepathy of sharing the same kind of ideas.

“you’ve read my mind, yuuji.”

after all the joys and games that they went that filled with laughter and smiles on both of their faces that they just don’t want the time to end. they even dance in the middle, underneath the stars that they don’t even care of others’ gazes on them.

suddenly, everything in ‘wonderland’ blacks out and the only thing that can be seen through the naked eyes of the couple, y/n and yuuji, were the stars decorating above. both of them went silence and everything else in the atmosphere is dead silence.

at this point I’m not even sure if this is real or a dream but it felt surreal,’ y/n thought silently in her mind.

“hey.. our favourite song.. make sure don’t let it leave your heart,” yuuji told — a reminder for the girl that he loves dearly. his sweet and soothing voice caught y/n’s attention. for now, she just wants to be with him.

“of course, my wonderland,” y/n said and gave him a smile.

‘if this was a dream, then at least I’ve got memories for when morning comes.’

as y/n woke up, everything else disappeared. how she wished it lasted longer. it was all so quick that she hates the time that always flies and never paused just for her to stay a little bit longer. yet, she smiles, a broken but soft smile that she managed to plaster on her face.

because, that is what he always do. no matter how much he is hurt in deep wound, he would still give that damn smile.

yet, a tear fell down from the edge of her eyes to her cheeks even though the smile is still there. yes, it hurts. it hurts so much.

“oh.. y/n, you’re awake,” nobara voiced out when she noticed that her friend is awake after a tiring day from the mission that she apparently passed out. when nobara noticed that y/n is crying, she went to hug her, also knowing what has happened.

“nobara.. I miss wonderland,” y/n muttered and nobara surely knows who she was referring that call to.

oh, wonderland I love..’

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