STARTED WRITING SOMETHING TODAY!!!

So as i’ve made it aware i’ve been in the biggest writing slump since i started this page but i started writing something today and i’m lowkey obsessed with it already?

i don’t wanna get your hopes up bc i’m not entirely sure when i’ll finish it but i just wanted to give you a bit of it.

Go easy on me sunshines!! xoxo<33

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Harry missed this feeling.

The feeling of the flutters you get in the pit of your stomach when talking to someone new, someone that somehow caught your attention when it wasn’t planned. He missed the feeling that you get when you want to memorize someone, when you want to dive deep into a person’s life just for the pleasure of getting to know all of them.

The short feeling of electricity that shoots through his fingertips when they just barely pass hers as they reach for the same pen, the way their cheeks deepen a crimson color when their eyes meet after their finger linger just a touch too long.

He misses the feeling of intimacy.

And it’s wrong.

Wrong to feel that he lacks that, that he lacks the intimacy that he craves from his wife. And it’s wrong to begin to feel a spark of that with the woman across from him, the woman who isn’t wearing his ring on her left hand. The woman who didn’t promise him forever, the woman who he didn’t plan a future with at the age of 19.

The woman who is most certainly not his wife, Alex.

But he can’t help it.

It’s not like he planned for it to happen, he didn’t expect to begin to feel something for his teaching assistant. But he does.

He feels everything.

The rush in his chest when she looks at him. The way his breath gets caught in his throat when they pass each other just a bit too closely. The way his body craves to hold her, to just wrap his arms around her waist and pull her against him. The way his lips itch to get a sliver of what it would be like if he simply laid his upon hers.

He shouldn’t be thinking about her like this, he knows that. He’s painfully aware of it.

He’s just not sure if he has it in himself to not let himself slip down that slope, to allow himself to feel the pleasure that she can offer him.

Because she’s the biggest temptation in his life. She’s the one thing that he would risk it all for.