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Gay guy in England's north west. Retired Forensic Learning Disability nurse. Travel: Photography: Music: Literature

To a Skylark

Percy Bysshe Shelley

Hail to thee, blithe Spirit!

Bird thou never wert,

That from Heaven, or near it,

Pourest thy full heart

In profuse strains of unpremeditated art.

Higher still and higher

From the earth thou springest

Like a cloud of fire;

The blue deep thou wingest,

And singing still dost soar, and soaring ever singest.

In the golden lightning

Of the sunken sun,

O'er which clouds are bright'ning,

Thou dost float and run;

Like an unbodied joy whose race is just begun.

The pale purple even

Melts around thy flight;

Like a star of Heaven,

In the broad day-light

Thou art unseen, but yet I hear thy shrill delight,

Keen as are the arrows

Of that silver sphere,

Whose intense lamp narrows

In the white dawn clear

Until we hardly see, we feel that it is there.

All the earth and air

With thy voice is loud,

As, when night is bare,

From one lonely cloud

The moon rains out her beams, and Heaven is overflow'd.

What thou art we know not;

What is most like thee?

From rainbow clouds there flow not

Drops so bright to see

As from thy presence showers a rain of melody.

Like a Poet hidden

In the light of thought,

Singing hymns unbidden,

Till the world is wrought

To sympathy with hopes and fears it heeded not:

Like a high-born maiden

In a palace-tower,

Soothing her love-laden

Soul in secret hour

With music sweet as love, which overflows her bower:

Like a glow-worm golden

In a dell of dew,

Scattering unbeholden

Its aëreal hue

Among the flowers and grass, which screen it from the view:

Like a rose embower'd

In its own green leaves,

By warm winds deflower'd,

Till the scent it gives

Makes faint with too much sweet those heavy-winged thieves:

Sound of vernal showers

On the twinkling grass,

Rain-awaken'd flowers,

All that ever was

Joyous, and clear, and fresh, thy music doth surpass.

Teach us, Sprite or Bird,

What sweet thoughts are thine:

I have never heard

Praise of love or wine

That panted forth a flood of rapture so divine.

Chorus Hymeneal,

Or triumphal chant,

Match'd with thine would be all

But an empty vaunt,

A thing wherein we feel there is some hidden want.

What objects are the fountains

Of thy happy strain?

What fields, or waves, or mountains?

What shapes of sky or plain?

What love of thine own kind? what ignorance of pain?

With thy clear keen joyance

Languor cannot be:

Shadow of annoyance

Never came near thee:

Thou lovest: but ne'er knew love's sad satiety.

Waking or asleep,

Thou of death must deem

Things more true and deep

Than we mortals dream,

Or how could thy notes flow in such a crystal stream?

We look before and after,

And pine for what is not:

Our sincerest laughter

With some pain is fraught;

Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought.

Yet if we could scorn

Hate, and pride, and fear;

If we were things born

Not to shed a tear,

I know not how thy joy we ever should come near.

Better than all measures

Of delightful sound,

Better than all treasures

That in books are found,

Thy skill to poet were, thou scorner of the ground!

each me half the gladness

That thy brain must know,

Such harmonious madness

From my lips would flow

The world should listen then, as I am listening now.

Hope as a Rainbow

One of mine. This poem has its origin in a journey to Scotland to see my lifelong friend, Mary, for the last time. 

When I sat behind the wheel and started the engine and directed my steps towards Scotland it was already raining.

In North Yorkshire the sky fell steadily, drop by drop. The slick of wipers... Blur singing of Parklife.

Unconcerned, diligent sheep grazed sodden fields. Trees shed their leaves.

The road rose and fell, weaving a black thread through mud brown, russet, green and grey.

Unannounced, a rainbow. Vibrant in the muted landscape; not of that plane, apart from it,

dancing towards me. Leaping now to the left, now to right, in a paradigm of its own.

Suddenly, it withdrew, leaving leaden skies. And me; crestfallen, leaden-footed.

But the eyes did not assent. They scanned the horizon for a bright spot, a precursor.

A smudge of white, a parting of the veil, an opening of the door, a hint of possibility.

As if the eye could will the imperceptible into being, hold it fast, heaven notwithstanding.

Not to secure this outcome or that, to cheapen it, to make it a transaction.

But to have a companion, to be enthused to aspire to colour not dolour.

© damian

4/11/21

Hope as a Rainbow

One of mine from today. It’s been percolating for a bit. 

When I sat behind the wheel and started the engine and directed my steps towards Scotland it was already raining.

In North Yorkshire the sky fell steadily, drop by drop. The slick of wipers... Blur singing of Parklife.

Unconcerned, diligent sheep grazed sodden fields. Trees shed their leaves.

The road rose and fell, weaving a black thread through mud brown, russet, green and grey.

Unannouced, a rainbow. Vibrant in the muted landscape; not of that plane, apart from it,

dancing towards me. Leaping now to the left, now to right, in a paradigm of its own.

Suddenly, it withdrew, leaving leaden skies. And me; crestfallen, leaden-footed.

But the eyes did not assent. They scanned the horizon for a bright spot, a precursor.

A smudge of white, a parting of the veil, an opening of the door, a hint of possibility.

As if the eye could will the imperceptible into being, hold it fast, heaven notwithstanding.

Not to secure this outcome or that, to cheapen it, to make it a transaction.

But to have a companion, to be enthused to aspire to colour not dolour.

© damian

4/11/21

“We’re Not Going To Malta”

Richard Blanco

I often find myself blaming much of my discontent on the place where I live, though in my heart I know that’s not true, just as I know that moving someplace else is no guarantee for happiness. Still, I think we are “wired” to believe, or rather, hope that indeed there is a paradise somewhere waiting for us. This is especially true for me; as a child of exile, I was raised thinking someday we’d return to that paradise that my parents called Cuba. That desire often fuels my wanderlust and is the inspiration behind this light-hearted poem about my ludicrous quest for my Eden, my Avalon, my Shangri-la.

because the winds are too strong, our Captain announces, his voice like an oracle coming through the loudspeakers of every lounge and hall, as if the ship itself were speaking. We’re not going to Malta–an enchanting island country fifty miles from Sicily, according to the brochure of the tour we’re not taking. But what if we did go to Malta? What if, as we are escorted on foot through the walled “Silent City” of Mdina, the walls begin speaking to me; and after we stop a few minutes to admire the impressive architecture, I feel Malta could be the place for me. What if, as we stroll the bastions to admire the panoramic harbour and stunning countryside, I dream of buying a little Maltese farm, raising Maltese horses in the green Maltese hills. What if, after we see the cathedral in Mosta saved by a miracle, I believe that Malta itself is a miracle; and before I’m transported back to the pier with a complimentary beverage, I’m struck with Malta fever, discover I am very Maltese indeed, and decide I must return to Malta, learn to speak Maltese with an English (or Spanish) accent, work as a Maltese professor of English at the University of Malta, and teach a course on The Maltese Falcon. Or, what if when we stop at a factory to shop for famous Malteseware, I discover that making Maltese crosses is my true passion. Yes, I’d get a Maltese cat and a Maltese dog, make Maltese friends, drink Malted milk, join the Knights of Malta, and be happy for the rest of my Maltesian life. But we’re not going to Malta. Malta is drifting past us, or we are drifting past it – an amorphous hump of green and brown bobbing in the portholes with the horizon as the ship heaves over whitecaps wisping into rainbows for a moment, then dissolving back into the sea.

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