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hey… hi how ya doin…

it’s been 2 months … and it’s now february… hell yeah

anyway SOOOO OVER HER HAHAHAHAHA no.

nothing will happen between us. ever. at all. even though she is flirting. and i’m flirting. but is it serious. or just like friendly flirting. idk. kms.

ALSO…. SNAKE BITES ???? I HOPE SO !!!!

heh i’m back … after MONTHS … yeah anyway

no news we are still the same as before and that’s it … next year i’m going blonde and then dyeing my hair pink heh can’t wait

also i love gracie

hi …. me again

so basically i like her like a lotttt and i flirt with her all the time and i hope she realizes soon that i like her cuz bro … it’s too obvious

ive been thinking how to tell my friend once we go back to school about her cuz ok

so i liked my crushes ex for some time and then when i found out that they might be dating i was like oh ! well i guess that’s it cuz what was i supposed to do ? continue having a crush on him ? hellll nahhhh and yeah some time passed and me and my crush started talking and i was like wait i like her WAIT THIS IS SERIOUS and yeah … btw she is queer so im glad it’s not like i have a crush on a straight girl 🙏🙏🙏

now back to my friend … you understand how all of this is literally crazy and i have to tell her everything my crush told me about her ex CUZ ITS SO FUNNY HE IS SUCH A LOSER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

so yeah that’s my august for far … i like her a lot guys it’s actually crazy … i need help

hello after 9 MONTHS ???? WHAT THE FUCK I FORGOT ABOUT THIS

anyways a lot had happened looooolllll but first of all they broke up ( you may be asking who tf, just know they did and it’s good somewhat )

so … hahah errmm idk how to say this but i might like someone BUT THIS IS A BIG BUT i don’t want to act on it i don’t anyone to know about that crush cuz it’s just crazy like how can i like her after all that happened like i must be insane

but just you know … she makes me giggle when she texts me and i’m always expecting her texts and get excited and shit and she invited me to listen to jazz music ??? and is probably gonna invite me to a place she gatekeeps ???? like what the fuck ???? and like idk everytime i see some like cute ass things not that are like matching cuz that’s me and lidija but like YK STUFF and i wanna post them on my story im like NO NOT YET NONONONO ITS TOO OBVIOUS like i cant do this anymore

never minding all of that i dyed my hair YIIIPPPPIIII it’s so cute i love it’s so summer and i love summer

fun fact … i’m trying 18 in like 16 days … that’s scary and like super exciting and like idk SCARY ???? like im a legal adult in 16 days like oh my god that’s crazy

that’s it for this silly little update

the fact i had to take this ss so i can add it to my carrd 💀

i’m back … what the fuck i forgot about this app 💀💀💀💀 anyways life update

i’ve dyed my hair red ( wine-ish color ) um i went to psychologist and i’ve been blocked by the girl i like 💀💀💀 so real and yeah … i’ve seen the barbie with my friend ( shout out to lidija !!! ) for my bday and i’ve been to lidijas hometown for her bday and it was super fun we watched a movie ( it was so boring till the end when all of us started to laugh at the photos 💀, it was funny ok, i think the name of the movie was unlocked or smth like that idk 💀 ) and yeah that’s it i think nothing rlly big happened … so that’s my update for july and like 3 days in august and also heartstopper is gonna air soon season two woah i never thought i’ll end up watching this alone ( without her ) i kinda lost interest in hs after we stopped talking so 🤷 i’ll watch it cuz i have the books and i’ve read the whole webtoon so … yeah it’ll be fun !!! also i’ve watching this gay korean dating show ( i’m not kidding they are all gay ) and there are these two little men ( both are very much older than me ) that are so in love with each other i think i’m gonna pass away ( they are my parents and i’m so glad they like each other ( i only watched the dating show for them i don’t know the other men in that show )) so yeah ok that’s it i think … i’m also getting my zb1 album next week although it was supposed to be either last week or this week but no they fucked up something idk and i’m getting it next week what ever i just want my ricky to come home

i realized now that i made this tumblr to vent 💀💀💀💀💀 i completely forgot cuz i don’t like talking about myself and saying things that i’m over thinking cuz what if they aren’t true. but as this is my vent thing i’ll just saying that one girl in my class definitely hates me 100% sure she does cuz when ever i talk to her she looks like she does not want to even look at me and i did nothing to her so i don’t know why she is acting like that 🫤 and that makes me very anxious cuz i want to be friends with everyone and i dont want people to hate me for no reason ( if she has a reason than that is completely valid but i did nothing to hurt her in any way so idk what is wrong ) so yeah.

YALL HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 😭🙏 also its super super raining outside 🫨

I GOT MY PHONE BACK BITCHES 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 basically what happed is that my dad took my phone ( lol ) and now gave it back ( i knew it’ll happen sooner or later ) but anyways yeah that’s all for this update i’m crying and so happy ( still hate my dad lol ) !!!!

hello 😝😝😝😝

so basically i’ve not been active on here for a while 💀💀💀💀 so i’m back to make a update

so far i’m fine going to see a psychiatrist next week woohoo can’t wait, ok and i like someon * gun shot * ok kidding but like i do and they don’t like me ( it’s not that i know for sure but i know they don’t like ME in THAT way 😈👎 ) also i love seungmin so much i will cry … my obsession with msp has been passed to lidija ( aka i made her watch it cuz it’s so good and i need someone to talk about it so i don’t sound crazy 💀 ) also guntinn or tinngun 🧐 ( the right answer is guntinn 💪💪💪 ( or fourthgemini but yk )) ok bye now 💪😈🤞

having a crush on someone you can’t rlly have a crush on is the funniest shit ever ( dying inside )

new year new hating myself

what’s new nothing actually just the year ig. it’s the end of the month finally. i haven’t been active on instagram cuz who cares if i post or don’t i don’t care anymore it’s just for getting attention ( like yk someone actually looking at your story’s and replying to them ) also i’m slowly losing my mind again lol. like my mind has 1948738492 thoughts in 1 second and usually it isn’t like that it’s just quiet. my friend told me to like go see a psychiatrist cuz like i’m not good mentally and i’m thinking of asking my mom tomorrow about that cuz rn i’m lazy to do it 😟. also my dad isn’t talking to me for some reason like he is talking to me but only asking about school which is basically not talking to me to ask how i’m doing but how i’m doing in school. lately i’ve been thinking of that girl and my ex and just everything. also i think one of my closest friends doesn’t what to talk to me anymore or just talks cuz i start it and she doesn’t want to be rude or anything. that’s also the reason i haven’t been posting and actually doing anything just laying on my bed listening to music and feeling bad about myself cuz what else am i supposed to do?

so yeah that’s my january 😍

did a test on my sexuality and it told me i’m gay 😕

i was so cringe in 2020 bro kms

also am i the only one that has like 4 different ways to say that songs name

1. i hate do admit

2. i hate to admit IT

3. i don’t want to admit

4. i don’t want to admit IT

i’m streaming i hate to admit cuz that’s my fucking song 😣🤞

so basically tomorrow my albums are being sent and on friday i’m getting them 🤞 i fr thought tomorrow they are coming but cuz like i ordered them on 1st and 2nd and 3rd and non working days they’ll send it out tomorrow 😟