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everything sucks | ukr/eng
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Day 1: "Amber and Lapis Lazuli"

Day 2: Cloth Waltz

"Likе a spring gushing forth, you paint a sparking creation

Clad in an aurora taffeta, and soft velvet

Ahead of the interweaved miracles

Lie our artworks, witch we'll show everyone"

Day 3: Crossdressing

Day 4: Jealous

Day 5: KLIMT "The Kiss"

Day: 6 Love story

Day 7: Raison d'erte

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tapochekrina

This year's shumika week was perfect thanks to skarha!!

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ok here are some of the revised one-part melbourne hpcc play highlights (part two yah) in an attempted chronological order:

part two

  • the whole dark wand dance was such a fucking knockout everyone was popping their whole pussy to it. i wanted to twerk.
  • polly chapman also had a cute little bob in this era. i don’t know why they changed wigs for her but i guess she’s emo in the dark world
  • craig was carrying this big ass book and when scorpius went up to him trying to ask where snape’s classroom was he squeaked and tried to HIDE BEHIND THE BOOK like twice 😭 he only emerged to sideye the shit out of scorpius for being weird
  • when scorpius was talking to snape and snape was writing on the class board, i was close enough to see what he was writing and it was mostly random scribbles but he did write “E=mc?” 😭😭 bro is doing the calculations
  • ravager ron 🥵🥵 (aka hottest mf in the hpverse idc idc)
  • also snape was the biggest comedian ever? bro did not care if he was dead in the other dimension, he just started immediately roasting hermione and ron because ofc he has to
  • remember when i said scorbus mirrors romione? yah well they do it again with the dementors with ron and hermione fighting beside each other, and scorpius having albus emotionally fight beside him (as he will confess to him in the owlery later)
  • snape didnt tell scorpius who hes giving up his kingdom for but asked it instead, and scorpius said “im doing this for albus i-i think” boom timeline change
  • scorpius went to tackle his dad in a hug after returning from the dark world but he was dripping wet so draco just thrust out his cloak in between them to protect himself lmfao
  • he was like “daaaaddd 😆😆😄😙😯☹️ aw ☹️” nah draco was not gonna get water on his valentino white bag for anything
  • yann starting the fuckinng gossip
  • yann doing a fucking backflip over the staircase to spread more gossip
  • and i was sitting on the side a bit and could literally see matt holly who acts as yann run up a disappearing staircase and just leap off into the darkness of the wings 💀 idk if every yann is like a fucking stunt man or just this specific one
  • james and karl comforted rose when mcgonagall started lecturing hermione about the time turner by saying her kids didnt exist
  • rose looked like she was about to cry for the entire duration of the scene and hermione looked so ashamed of herself as well. which when you’re up close u can see how the bg characters are still acting, and it made their hug at the end of the scene all the more meaningful
  • meanwhile scorpius the whole time hermione and harry were being roasted by minerva was enthusiastically emoting like 😗😨🫢 bro could not believe the headmistress was just flaming the minister of magic like that
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I love those comments about scorbus so much omg

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quoting the entire revised act four scene fourteen from the cursed child because it needs to be tattooed onto my brain:

SCORPIUS and ALBUS run into a room, and up a staircase where they are loitering and talking to one another. ALBUS is a few stairs above SCORPIUS, and is looking down on him. Enter ROSE who hides at the bottom of the staircase and listens to them.

Scorpius (excited): I can’t quite believe I did that.

Albus: I can’t quite believe you did that either.

Scorpius: Rose Granger-Weasley. I asked Rose-Granger Weasley…. to be my friend!

ROSE frowns in confusion and at the bottom of the stairs.

Albus (also excited): And she said no!

Scorpius: But I asked her. I planted the acorn. The acorn that will grow into our eventual… allegiance.

Albus: But you do know that Rose hates you?

Scorpius: Correction, she used to hate me, but did you see the look in her eyes when I asked? That wasn’t hate… that was pity!

SCORPIUS is smiling with glee, whilst ROSE cringes.

Albus: And pity’s good?

Scorpius: Pity is the start of a foundation on which to build a palace — a palace of harmony.

They laugh briefly, even ROSE has to stifle herself from her own amusement. Then ALBUS becomes serious and goes quiet. He steps down towards SCORPIUS until they are close together, and then puts a tender hand on his shoulder, almost intimate in the moment of it all.

Albus (quietly and very softly): And that’s who you want? In your palace?

Another silence. SCORPIUS looks confused, ROSE looks sad. She realises his longing.

Scorpius (flawed by the sudden sentimentality of the moment): Yes… I— I think. Right?

ROSE steels herself, and emerges from her spot under the stairs to meet them from the bottom.

Rose: Hi.

SCORPIUS and ALBUS turn to her immediately. ALBUS’ hand is still on SCORPIUS’ shoulder. ROSE looks at the both of them intently, and neither boy knows quite how to reply.

Rose: This is only going to be weird if you two let it be weird.

ROSE looks between both of them very purposefully. ALBUS grows self conscious at this and quickly removes his hand from SCORPIUS’ shoulder.

Scorpius: Received and entirely understood.

ROSE looks at ALBUS.

Rose (very gently): Are you okay?

Albus (smiling at her but a little weak): Yeah.

ROSE smiles back, and exits. Another momentary silence.

Albus: Maybe pity is a start.

Scorpius: Are you heading to Quidditch? Slytherin are playing Hufflepuff — it’s a big one —

Albus: I thought we hated Quidditch?

Scorpius: People can change.

They both start walking down the stairs in the direction of where ROSE left.

Scorpius: Besides, I’ve been practising. I think I might make the team! …Eventually. Come on.

SCORPIUS starts walking off but ALBUS stops on the bottom stair. SCORPIUS looks back at him.

Albus: I can’t. My dad’s arranged to come up—

Scorpius: He’s taking time away from the Ministry?

Albus: He wants to go on a walk— something to show me— share with me— something.

Scorpius: A walk?

Albus: I know, I think it’s a bonding thing.

Both SCORPIUS and ALBUS pause before simultaneously and very dramatically pretending to vomit. They laugh.

Albus: Still, you know, I think I’ll go.

SCORPIUS reaches in and hugs ALBUS, who is a head taller than him due to the height of the stair he’s still standing on. ALBUS is frozen for a moment before he reciprocates and they are still. When ALBUS breaks the silence, his face is pressed so very close to SCORPIUS’.

Albus: What’s this? I thought we decided we don’t hug.

SCORPIUS dislocates from ALBUS.

Scorpius: I wasn’t sure. Whether we should. In this new version of us.

ALBUS smiles at him as SCORPIUS walks off without him. SCORPIUS smiles at him when he looks back.

ALBUS (still smiling, full): I’ll see you at dinner.

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Homosexuals

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short little snippet as i work on procrastinating everything important in my life <3

Dorcas glances between him and James and Lily seated on the opposite side of the table, her eyebrow raised sceptically. Something shifts in James’ expression and suddenly he looks panicked and as Regulus follows James’ gaze, his eyes land on Marlene who is smirking. She nudges Dorcas and the two exchange glances, then Dorcas’ gaze stops on Regulus. She asks innocently: “Regulus, why didn't you tell me you had a date here tonight?”
Bloody hell.
He was going to massacre Dorcas when they got back to the dungeons tonight.
“It’s not a date,” Regulus says quickly enough for it to be suspicious, but he hopes none of the others will catch on. It’s really not a date, no matter how much his heart hurts at the knowledge. He looks away sheepishly, almost mumbling under his breath. “We’re just… hanging out.”
Dorcas and Marlene stare at him, before they both slightly turn their heads to share a glance. A thousand words seem to pass through their telepathic connection and suddenly they are both moving.
“Well, I’m gonna go find us a table,” Marlene says with a smile and a wave, then walks off. “Enjoy your not date!”
Dorcas glances down at Lily and James with a look of… pity? She puts a hand on Lily’s shoulder as she passes by her chair. “My condolences,” she says and follows Marlene, not sparing Regulus a glance.
Regulus’ eyebrows furrow as he looks away from Dorcas’ retreating form and toward Lily and James who have gone uncharacteristically quiet, sullen expressions on their faces. Regulus sits up properly in his chair, confused as he asks: “What happened?”
Lily and James exchange glances and Regulus can see the conversation that flows through their eyes wordlessly, but he can't understand anything. Regulus blinks and suddenly they are both staring at him, guilty (?) looks on their faces.
Lily chews at her bottom lip, a tell-tale sign that she is lying. “I- uh- my- my cat died!?”
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I made a google form about Doechaser (Severus x Lily x James) and Jegulily (Regulus x Lily x James) that i would love if you could fill out!!

I'm pretty curious about peoples responses to this and how certain aspects of a persons life (age, gender identity, how long they've been in the fandom) can impact how they view the two ships and the pairings in them.

I do have a couple theories but my main one is that people (mainly females) that have been in the fandom for longer and are older will favor Doechaser over Jegulily.

But it would be much appreciated if you could fill it out and reblog this post for more reach :)

Survey Here.

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James: Strawberry milkshake with three straws, please!

Regulus and Lily: :)

James, putting all three straws in his mouth: guys look how fast I can drink this milkshake

Regulus and Lily:

Regulus: Could we have another milkshake with two straws, please

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Fucking canon

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James: The moon looks beautiful, doesn’t it? Lily, looking at James: Yeah… but do you know what’s more beautiful? James and Lily in unison: *sighs* Regulus

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It actually happened believe me

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Folks, this is heavy but with a happy ending

🦟🦗🦟🦗

TW - hints to abuse, intrusive thoughts, grief, moving on

Kevin didn’t think he was hard to like, until he met Riko. He endured the bullying, the pain, the dark thoughts. And then he was free and with the Foxes. A new start, a new life. A new torture. What made Kevin so unlikeable?

Kevin lay on his back staring up at the black popcorn ceiling of his dorm room, thoughtless. His coffee had gone cold hours ago, left abandoned on the room’s dressing table. He lay quiet just listening to the other men’s breathing as they lay deep in a sleep. God, how he envied them. They weren’t perfect, they had shit brains that told them stuff they didn’t want to hear, just like Kevin’s. But they had one thing that Kevin didn’t: a place. No matter how many times Abby and his father told him that he had a family here, a life, Kevin couldn’t help but feel so alone. So out of place. He craved Riko’s harsh words, his beatings, his occasional kind word, because in each torturous attack, Kevin had a belonging. He had someone watching him and keeping him in place. Someone in his corner. Sure, that someone would beat him half to death in that corner, but at least he had someone. But here…

He sat up and silently stepped down the ladder from his loft, cautious not to wake anyone else up. He moved quietly into the front room and turned the TV on, catching the volume button just in time to turn it down before it woke anyone up. He opened up YouTube in the apps and typed in a name. One name that brought him so much hate and emptiness, so much pain and love. He scrolled until he found the perfect interview: one where his mother was laughing. He clicked on it and brought his knees to his chest as the video loaded, a painstaking minute passed before his mother’s bright smile and emerald green eyes appeared on the screen. “Can we all give Ms Kayleigh Day a warm welcome”, the interviewer called cheerily to the audience who erupted with cheers and clapping, an odd wolf whistle from here and there. “Hi”, Kayleigh smiled into the camera as she sat down, shaking the man’s hand with a strong grip. “Hi, mom”, Kevin whispered into the night, a painful burn of tears brimming. He watched the interview intently, watching how his mom’s fierce personality brought the interview to life, her determined eyes capturing Kevin’s full attention; eyes so much like his own that it stung his chest. “No, no, I think everyone should be able to play Exy”, his mom shook her head, making dark brown curls bounce against her shoulders, “I made the sport for everyone. And I mean everyone. Why should people be excluded just because of their gender? I made that stupid game and I’m a woman and I will kick any man’s ass that says that I can’t play my own game”. Cheers broke through the crowd, making Kayleigh’s frown turn into a bright smile, her laugh like honey as she mock bowed for the viewers. Kevin grabbed the remote and paused the interview, his eyes glued to his mom’s smile. It was so bright and nothing like the grimace that Kevin’s smile had turned into. He slid off the couch and kneeled before the screen, looking up at his mom like a small child. Fuck, how he missed her. The grief was like a constant punch to the chest; winding him whenever he felt any urge to move on. He tentatively reached up and placed his fingers against the screen, the cold TV sending a chill down his forearm. “I miss you..so fucking much. And I’m sorry that I’m not who you wanted me to be”, Kevin swallowed back a sob as silent tears began to escape down his cheeks, “I am trying to be better and I hope that one day you won’t look down on me and be disappointed”. He took a shuddering breath and dropped his hand, staring at the small pixels until he forgot who he was staring at. “I love you, mom and I’m sorry, but I don’t want to feel like this every time I think of you. I know that’s not what you want from me. So”, he wiped his clammy hands down his trouser legs, “I think I’m going to let you go. It doesn’t mean I don’t love you, it just…” Kevin trailed off and looked back up at his mom, pressing play and dropping back against the couch. The interview ended and he numbly watched as his mother blew a kiss towards the camera before leaving; the video turning black as it ended. Kevin stared at his reflection and tried not to grimace at the man he’d become. “Bye, Mom”, he whispered to the blank screen as he turned the screen off, hanging his head backwards on the couch.

Kevin dragged himself back into his room, purposely ignoring the sound of birds singing outside as the sun began to rise once again. “You know”, Andrew said into the silence, making Kevin have a full body flinch, “I really needed a piss but I didn’t want to interrupt your little breakdown”. Kevin rolled his eyes and climbed into his bed, dropping heavily under the duvet and hugging his comfort fox tight to his chest, “I’m done now so you can piss”, he grumbled before turning his back to the room. He closed his eyes and tried to sleep in the last two hours he had before his alarm went off to start his long day. He froze when he heard his ladder creak and felt the mattress dip as another body invaded his space. He turned his head to meet hazel eyes glaring down at him in mock boredom. “Move over, bitchboy”, Andrew whispered as he tried to wiggle beneath Kevin’s duvet without making too much noise and waking Neil up from the bed beneath them. Kevin nodded and moved nearer to the wall, rolling over to face Andrew’s stare. “You were crying”, Andrew whispered, his eyes assessing Kevin’s in the dark, “nightmare?” Kevin hesitated before shaking his head, he could’ve just agreed and used this excuse but he knew that Andrew saw through his lies as if they were made of glass. “My brain was too loud”, Kevin whispered softly, his voice barely audible, “I don’t feel..I don’t belong here”. Andrew made an annoyed sound at the back of his throat as he rolled his eyes, “no one belongs here. We’re rejects thrown together made to believe that we have a place on this team. But none of us do. Once we leave here we’ll either finally make it in the world or we’ll be shunned once again”. Kevin squeezed his eyes shut and shook his head, sighing against Andrew’s mop of hair. He looked down at his little boyfriend when he felt a hand curl around his chin. “This team isn’t about belonging, Kevin, it’s about taking a break. We’re here to have a breather before we’re thrown back out and once we are all out of here, then we get to see whether we belong or not. So I don’t want to hear your complaints, it’s boring because it is a lie”. Kevin moved slowly towards Andrew so that Andrew could see his approach and could choose to pull away, and was met with a soft kiss. A silent promise. A promise saying that once they left here, even if they don’t have anywhere else to go, they had each other. They’ll always belong with each other.

“I said goodbye to my mom last night”, Kevin muttered into his toast the next morning, ignoring the confused look that Andrew and Neil shared. “You didn’t tell me that we were haunted, I would’ve called the ghostbusters”, Neil laughed at his own joke and leaned his head against Kevin’s shoulder where he was sat at the dining table. “Andrew, stop culturing him”, Kevin grimaced and rested his head on top of Neil’s, watching Andrew as he set three coffee mugs onto the kitchen side. “I’m not culturing him, you should blame Nicky”, Andrew looked over his shoulder and rolled his eyes at Kevin before pouring them all coffee, adding an ungodly amount of sugar to his. “No, I’m only joking, Kev”, Neil whispered, bringing Kevin’s attention back down to him, “that’s really good, you know, moving on and shit. You deserve to be happy”. Kevin felt his cheeks blush as he pressed a kiss to Neil’s forehead. He tilted his head to the side and watched as Andrew brought their drinks over, his glasses slipping down his nose slightly. It was all so domestic that Kevin wanted to bottle it and open it everytime he was stupid enough to feel alone. And he realised with a hesitant smile that he finally was. He was happy.

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Kevin deserves to be happy

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few things are as important to me as Kevin and Andrew's relationship and i think them pre-tfc specifically is sooo scrumptious because. when they first met they go from being at each other's throats all the time to being inseparable. they picked each other up from rock bottom. nobody really understands their relationship. they're the only people who can really motivate the other. he's not allowed to drive his car just because it's fun to tell Kevin no. they aggravate each other to no end. Andrew would've taken Kevin's head off if Kevin hadn't already thrown Andrew's racquet halfway across the court. they know each other's boundaries and are therefore the only ones who can successfully push each other. he gives him his pills. they can spend an entire afternoon alone together without saying a word. Andrew said he'd break his own fingers if Coach made him play with Kevin again. they've seen each other at their weakest, they can see the most triumphant versions of each more clearly than anyone else. they've both got the same flair for the dramatic and thank goodness because who else is going to put up with them. Kevin gives Andrew direction Andrew gives Kevin strength. they're both ridiculous as hell. their successes are so emotionally tied together. they need to see each other be better, nothing else is as motivating.

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Omg yeah that's what I've been feeling but in the human language thanks

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