(Kai Anderson x fem! reader) Special to Me

(It's finally here!!! This my first smut so please don't be to harsh.)

Warnings: Smut!, unprotected sex, Kai is a warning in general, fingering

You had been obsessed with Kai the moment he approached you. When you first laid eyes on him he was the most beautiful man you had ever seen. He had saved you from the hell you were living in and took you in to help with his 'cause'. You had met the others, but Kai was still your favorite. 

Now you’ve known him for about a year and those feelings never went away. In fact, they got stronger.

Kai’s treatment toward you was never bad, he was never hard on you no matter what you did. You noticed recently Kai had been acting a bit different though, not bad just different. One day though Kai had called you down to the basement to discuss “matters” with you. Which at first made your heart flutter that he wanted to talk to you alone. But at the same time scared you. As soon as you ascended to the basement Kai could sense your presence. “Y/n welcome, have a seat.” He was sitting on the couch and patted the spot next to him. 

You swallowed the lump in your throat as you did as he asked. “Now, I’d like to talk about something that I’ve noticed about you.” Kai looked serious, he had his hands in his lap as he looked deeply into your eyes, as if he was searching for some kind of explanation.

“Alright, you’re not upset with me are you?” You asked as you started biting at the skin on your lip awaiting his answer. “No, of course not. You are one of my most dedicated, most loyal followers. Think of this meeting as a congratulations on all your hard work on making this world a better place.” He was really boosting your ego right now.

“Really? I’m honored.” You noticed Kai getting a bit closer to you. “If I’m being completely honest with you Y/n…you’ve always been my favorite. From the moment I met you I knew I saw some real potential. I knew you’d be the perfect role model for the others.” 

You blushed as he kept shoveling out compliments about you. “Is that all you needed me for Kai?” You asked as you began to stand up. Kai stopped you by placing a veiny hand on your knee.

“Not all of it.” His sudden attention toward you only made your feelings for him stronger. “You wanna know what else I’ve noticed about you Y/n?” He asked.

“What is it?” You felt the lump reappear as he spoke. Kai grinned before leaning closer toward you, close enough that you felt his breath fan across your face.

“I’ve noticed how you can’t stop looking at me, and you wanna know something else?” His eyes darkened as stared into yours.

“I can’t help but do the same, you are a very beautiful woman, Y/n.” His voice lowered as he spoke. He was close enough you could feel his blue hair tickle the sides of your face. “Thank you Kai.” 

“Please call me Divine Ruler if you don’t mind.” You nodded as he continued to stare. “You never cease to impress me Y/n and I am lucky to have you by my side.” 

“I didn’t know you felt that way about me,” you say as he inches even closer to you now.

“That’s because I’ve been hiding my feelings for you Y/n. I didn’t want my affection to get to the heads of the other members.” You looked at him confused for a moment. “What changed?” His hand that was still resting on your knee moved higher up.

“I decided I can’t take it anymore, I need to have you Y/n.” 

“You really mean that?”

“Every damn word of it.” Kai looked down at your lips before he leaned in until they were pressed against yours. At first it shocked you that Kai Anderson was kissing you, but eventually you gave in and kissed back once the shock faded.

The kiss was heated and rough. Kai barely gave you the opportunity to breathe, but you didn’t mind.

Kai slowly pushed you back against the cramped couch but you were so caught up in the moment you didn’t seem to notice until you felt your back collide with the arm of it. Once Kai had you where he wanted you his hands began to roam down the sides of your body, that’s when you pulled away. 

“Wait Kai-” He tried to cut you off with his lips again but you stopped him by placing a gentle hand on his chest. “I know you’ve wanted this for so long,” Kai grinned. Something about his grin made you feel uneasy, but you didn’t care right now.

“But- what if someone comes down here or-” He cuts you off once again but this time shushing you. “It’s okay baby, no one’s gonna come down here.” He tried to calm you as his hands went back to their previous task of roaming your body.

Hearing him confirm that for some reason relaxed you a bit more than you were before.

You let Kai kiss you as you laid back against the couch nervous as to what would come. You had never really gone all the way with a guy before. Except one time you met a guy at the bar and let him finger you in a bathroom stall. So most of this stuff was still very new to you, and Kai clearly wanted something more than just kissing.

You decide again to stop him and this time Kai groaned in annoyance. “Sorry I just- I’ve never gone all the way before.” Kai’s annoyed expression turned into a wicked grin showing off his perfect white teeth. 

“You’re telling me you’re a virgin?” He asked raising an eyebrow to you. “Well not entirely…” You added and Kai’s hand that was currently on your waist moved higher and higher until his hand was directly under one of your breasts and you jolted a bit.

“Shhh, relax, it's okay.” Kai’s lips moved down your neck as you watched him feeling nervous, what was he planning on doing? You’ve never seen this side of Kai before, he’s always been so respectful toward you, never tried to cross any lines or make you uncomfortable. 

Now it seemed like he didn’t care about any of that as he slowly started to kiss down your body. “Wait Kai- what are you doing?” Kai looked up at you with his now swollen lips curled into a smile. “I’m gonna make you feel good,” was all he said before continuing his actions. His words alone caused you to feel an aching feeling in your core.

“Kai please,” you begged as he began to move slower to tease you. 

“Shhh Y/n, I’m gonna take my time with you. I’ve wanted this for so long.” His hands moved back up to the hem of your sweater as he carefully lifted it over your head.

His slow movements caused you to let out a small whine, you never thought that anything like this would happen with Kai. You always had a secret crush on the man, but you didn’t think he’d ever reciprocate your feelings. 

Kai’s smirk only grew as he kissed up your chest and in between your still covered breasts. Kai’s cold hands then creeped up behind your back to remove the piece of fabric that was separating you from him. You gasped as the cold air hit your now exposed chest.

“You’re so beautiful,” Kai didn’t waste any time before his hands were moving over your exposed breasts. Kai’s smirk never faltered as he pulled away from you for a moment to remove his own shirt. The sight of his surprisingly muscular pale chest. 

After he threw his shirt somewhere in the room he went right back to kissing you neck making sure to leave behind bruises. Kai’s lips moved to your ear as he left a few kisses there too.

“You’re mine now,” he said before his hands went down your body to unbutton your jeans. His lips ghosted over your collarbone as his hand finally managed to undo the button and zipper and pull them down your legs in one quick movement.  

“Let me feel you Y/n” His words only made your body react more as you arched yourself into him, this was your first time and Kai knew it. “I knew you were special from the moment I saw you, not just to the cause but to me.” 

Kai’s hand pushed your underwear aside and pushed a finger into you. The sensation made you moan but you immediately felt embarrassed and used your own hand to cover your mouth. Kai noticed this and quickly used his free hand to push you away.

“No angel, I want to hear how I’m making you feel.” Kai started kissing you again as the finger inside you moved faster until he slowly slid in another one. You gasped against his lips causing Kai to take one of your lips between his teeth.

“Does that feel good my little lamb?” The names he was calling you already had you on the edge. The knot building up inside you tightened as he moved his fingers faster. Kai softly used his other hand to slap your thigh lightly. “Answer me Y/n, or I’ll leave you here to finish this yourself.” 

“Yes Kai, it feels so good.” Kai slapped your thigh again but a bit harder this time.

“That’s not my name, little one.” You realized you messed up as you tried to think, but Kai was making that very hard. “Sorry Divine Ruler.”

Kai let out a pleased groan and rewarded you with a third finger. “That’s my good girl.” 

You felt your body becoming more sensitive knowing that you were gonna come soon. Kai noticed this and removed his fingers from your core with a wicked grin.

“Not so fast sweetheart.” You whined feeling empty as Kai brought his fingers to his lips and licked the wetness from them with a satisfied moan. “You taste amazing.” 

“There are so many things I want to do to you, but for now I’ll just settle for fucking you.” Kai stood up to remove the rest of his clothes and once he removed his jeans you could see how hard he was.

You felt yourself worry for a moment thinking maybe it wouldn’t even fit and Kai could tell you were thinking about something.

“Don’t worry baby, it’ll fit.” Kai finally pulled down his boxers and you couldn’t help but let out a small gasp. “Now be a good girl and lie still for me.” Kai covers your body with his again and kisses your lips once before lining himself up with your center and slowly pushing in. 

The feeling made you let out the loud moan. “Since this is your first time, I’ll go slow. But don’t expect me to be so nice next time.” Kai’s lips occupied themself by kissing your neck causing you to let out a few whimpers as his movements inside you slowly sped up. 

“You feel so good,” He moaned as he pulled away from your neck. “Fuck please Kai.” You thought he would get mad at you for not calling him the right name but he was too wrapped in the feelings of you around him. 

“I want you to come for me Y/n, show me how good I make you feel.” His words kept pushing you to your breaking point and before you knew it you felt yourself let go around him.

Kai let out a pleased groan and moved faster in order to chase his own high.

“Fuck…fuck!” Before he could pull out of you he felt himself come inside you, your mind was too foggy from your orgasm you didn’t even notice. 

Kai’s body went slack against yours as he rested his head on your chest. “You did so good for me.” He spoke, running his hands through your hair. Kai looked into your eyes, his pupils dark.

“I was serious about what I said, you’re mine now. No one is allowed to touch you like this ever.” You felt yourself slowly come out of whatever trance you were in and you nodded.

“Yes Divine Ruler.” Kai pulled you closer to him and smiled genuinely this time. “Good girl.”

(Omg I was so nervous to post this, I hope you liked it though!)

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