...so.
this new thing I can do.
apparently, I have this weird music based psychic ability that I didn’t know I had, where I can kinda drive people to Do Things via song. and it, uh, terrifies me? a lot?
look, I don’t want to live in fear of doing something I love doing-- the ONLY thing I love doing anymore-- because of the effect it has on others. that’ll kill me, I just know it. but I guess that... the only way to keep from being completely walled off from the one thing that brings me joy in this world is to figure out how to control this weird new thing I can do? instead of hiding from it, I mean. I guess I’ve gotta face this.
wish me luck.