I'm already drawing for 10 years now, wow. Seems so long, yet not long enough. But I'm not here to brag, definitelly not. I just want to show you something.
This abomination here is a drawing I did in 2014. In that time, I was about two years in craft (a self taught hobby). I was drawing every single day for few hours after school. At that time, I was feeling both like a boss, because I felt this is the best I can do, and like a loser, because everyone was so much better than me.
And this is my latest traditional one. Do you see the difference? It took so much time and work, but it paid off. I would never believe I drew this, if you'd show this to my younger self in 2014.
What I'm trying to say is, sometimes you feel like don't make enough progress in the thing you're doing, and it makes you think it's worthless. You're not good enough fast enough. But that's not truth. Gaining skills take time, and it differs for everyone.
But every single drawing (or fic or embroidery or whatever you learn doing) will be better than the one before, even if you don't see it at first. It will take time, tons of it. It will be hard, tiring and you'll want to give up so many times, but it will pay off later. Trust me. Things will get easier, you'll feel more confident and more risky. And that's the time things will get crazy and funny.
Experiment, try everything you want to. It's your time, your hobby, and there's no one you should answer to. Remember, it should be fun, so make it fun.
These are some of my artistic experiments from 2022. Mediums and styles so foreing to me, it made me question things I can do. And reminded me what I need to learn next.
I don't think I'm the best at the craft. I'll never be. And that's a blessing, not a curse. You can only get better. Don't forget that ;)