— i love me better when i am with you.

pairing: jake x fem!reader

WC: 0.9k

warnings: drunk jake, mentions of alcohol. fighting with jake (how dare you)

a/n: ori the oreo sometimes gets soft over her favorite puppy jaeyun… enjoy reading <;3

one thing you didn’t guess seeing when you came home was seeing jake, fell asleep on your couch, his knees scrunched up to his chest and his both hands under his cheeks, sleeping like a baby.

you regret leaving him like this, you were in a heated fight and you had to leave to not hurt him or say something bad, you found it easier to run than making him sad or losing him. you thought he would leave too, after you, but instead he stayed and waited for you and eventually fell asleep.

you loved him with your whole heart, the reason for your fight was something stupid and unnecessary, you hated yourself for making a fuss about it. he has always been an amazing boyfriend for you and now seeing him so vulnerable sleeping like that made your heart ache, he was everything you ever wanted.

you dropped your keys on the table and walked over him, then you realized the empty bottle of vodka on the floor. 

“oh my …” you mumbled, kneeling in front of him to hold the bottle, and see it was the one you drank only halfway in so he drank half a bottle himself when you were gone.

you got closer to him, resting your forehead to his just to listen his steady breathing and you closed your eyes, feeling content, his existence was a blessing. you needed to take care of him now, you wanted to tuck him in bed and make him sleep like a baby.

“baby?” you bopped his nose lightly for him to wake up, then you poked his cheek, making him whine and open his eyes slightly.

“am taken ma’am…”

you snorted, poking his cheek again, “really? who is the lucky girl?”

there was a few seconds of silence before he licked his lips and ran his fingers through his silky hair, turning around in his place to get more comfortable. a pout formed on his mouth before he talked.

“her name is y/n. and i am so lucky, not her.”

“does she treat you right, mhm?” you asked, pushing his hair away from his face, and holding his hand, intertwining your fingers.

“hmmmmm.” he nodded, squeezing your hand in his, “i love me better when i am with her.”

you felt your eyes getting teary at his soft words, you leaned in and pressed a light feathery kiss on his lips before he dozed off again. you giggled, putting an hand under his neck to make him sit and grumbles and whines spilled from his lips.

“ma’am, i only and only fuck with one woman,”

you laughed, his forehead falling down to your shoulder as you rubbed his back, “i know jaeyunie, i am taking you to her, okay?”

he nodded his head against your shoulder as you made him got up from his place, you made him held your waist and hug you from behind as you walked to your room, turning on your bedside lamp before making him lay on the bed.

you had to put him in his pjs now.

“arms up, my love.” you straddled him after getting his shorts and pajama top from the drawer, pulling his hoodie from his body and taking it off. his eyes were still closed, he looked so innocent and cute like this.

you quickly took off your top and bra before you pulled down his hoodie from your head on your naked skin, you loved when his scent lingered on his clothes. then you moved on pulling his pants from his legs, thank god he helped you and lifted his legs, when you made him wear his shorts and stopped until they reached his waistline.

you softly caressed his skin over the shorts, his body was so warm and soft, you couldn’t wait to cuddle with him whole night. you also gently tuck the sleeves from the t-shirt and then his head slowly, finally full dressed.

you kicked out your jeans before you got into bed next to him, putting your bare legs over his before you pulled his head over your chest, kissing his hair. he softly wrapped his arms around you, hugging you closer .

“y/n? when did you arrive?”

you giggled, looking at his lost puppy eyes.

“i am sorry, my love.” you mumbled, leaning down and kissing his lips. he smiled into the kiss, putting his hand on your neck to pull you in more, tasting your lips before his sleep.

“i am sorry.” he trailed off, trying to scan your face with half closed eyelids, “you are the best thing that ever happened to me.” his lips softly touched your neck, giving sleepy kisses on your skin and made you squirm a little.

“i love you.” he murmured before rubbing his nose to your chest and hugging you tighter, you smiled, feeling butterflies all over your stomach.

“i love you, jake.” you ran your fingers through his hair, knowing it will put him into a sleep in seconds, he loved it when your fingers were massaging his scalp. soon, his breathing was regular, his soft breaths hitting your neck and tickling your skin, and his hands on your waist sometimes squeezing you, scared of letting you go even in his sleep. you smiled, pressing your lips to his warm forehead before you mumbled, even though he wasn’t going to hear it.

“i also love me better when i am with you, jake.”