violent
harsh words and cold glares. painful in the way that your heart burns but can never seem to seek for something better. it is the way you would walk through glass to see a smile, or claw at your own arms just to satisfy another, give and never take for the guilt that comes with wanting is suffocating. emotionally draining and a forever ache that you can't escape.
Tagged by: @xavthew0rld
#dash games#ow?#Like actually ouch#Sol with Deity much honestly#Like Sol will give all she is for deity because she thinks thats what she deserves. its what she asked for#theyre the only one who will give her dirty hands and dirty heart any real love#They know her when she doesnt know herself. Who else would take those steps?#sols relationship is so messy with Deity i could write so much on it#but like i say on sols relationship to them 'As well as being her tormentor they're her solace.'#Deity doesnt “love” at least not the way Sol does#Deity is best described as a force of nature in a far smaller container than it should be#They dont view anything the same way. They dont understand Sols emotions or her needs#while in a sense she is a “child” to them she's not really given proper care#It's like people who get goldfish and put them in fishbowls expecting them to live fruitfully#Deity expects Sol to follow unquestioningly. To know what they want. But their wants get esoteric and Solita needs a deeper explanation som
