Change.

Hey guys,it's Mirei

And I have a new Blogpost for you all to have a sit down and read this morning

Knowing myself,this will be posted Alot earlier compared to the average human being... But I hope you can forgive me

🍀 Over the past couple of months I have been looking deep within myself ... Looking so far inside that I hit my inner truths that I have been hiding so well ...

One of my inner truths I can share online with you is that i hold grudges ... I had grudges all of my twenty plus years of life and I have discovered now that these grudges were due to past heartbreaks, Paranoia and fears ...

As I am getting older I relived those memories in my head and see that those events from my past happened for a reason and while I've already dealt with some negative people ... I can always move on ...

I can learn from my mistakes and even from other people's mistakes...

I say other peoples mistakes too because I've known people who stalk others online and their way of coping with their heartbreak was to religiously hit them up in their inboxes with threats...

I have never gone that far with my grudges before but seeing that go down has taught me to have Alot more self control and continue to practice having good self control and to be an adult and move on.

Fear.

Okay,this is a topic that I feel Alot of individuals also face so that gives me confidence to write this one ..

One of my fears I can share with you online is that I am afraid of being judged... Judged in a way that separates me from everyone else ...

I am not a perfect woman but I always practice having high self esteem,being my true self and being a good hearted adult.

But even while I say that ... I have this fear deep down that others will not like me for being myself ... I have always thought of the world outside of my home just wants to fit in and be the same ...

But I am very different... And it isn't all that bad,a few things that separates me from everyone else is the fact I am passionate about my abaily to voice act... These voices I create also have their own personalities and singing voices too.

I have a very unique approach when it comes to expressing my creativity,the talents and lifestyle that makes me different is my love for making ASMR videos of my many voices having a conversation with each other... I am awake it is strange and many people may call me insane for it

But it doesn't hurt anyone or cause problems in the world so I feel like it is fine to keep filming those videos for those people who like hearing them speak and interact with each other.

Falling In Love Again.

This one really made me fall to my knees ... I cannot believe I have been caging myself up my whole life from love because falling in love is a good thing ... It is a truly beautiful thing!

And I feel like I have been missing out on it ... But I know it isn't truly too late to get back into dating ... And maybe there isn't a expiration date on dating hehe idk I am twenty eight years old but people tell me I look sixteen so hopefully I still look youthful to a man my age,younger or even older than I am haha

Trust issues have been a big reason why I don't branch out or be innovative in life .... Once I experienced getting my heartbroken many times I told myself I won't let anyone back into my life ... And I even went so far to not allow real people into my life to befriend me ... Having friends is another thing that makes life worth living and makes people's overall life alot better.

I've witnessed some very evil people in my life... Ones who stalk me,take photos of me,call my phone continuously,call me bad words,hack me and ones who would use their own online following to send me hate just because they do not like me ... And I knew somethings and people like this were going to come for me after collabing with the best animator I know @brittany-robinson 🧡 but I had no idea it would resort to slandering me but thank goodness we have a legal system so in case I have to take legal action I record all of the haters,hateful people and what they done/do to me now💛

I am confident enough to say that I am not full of grudges anymore and that I do have a good heart and I am willing to give my next lover everything Ive got because I know there is someone out there waiting for a changed woman like myself to walk into their life the same way I have been waiting for a changed man to walk on into mine

Innovative.

Okay,so this is the last thing I have for you all ...

Innovative... I have never heard of the word my entire life till I began taking surveys online for extra cash ...

I have been religiously taking surveys for about a year now and I must say it has opened my eyes,it has opened my mind and it professionally pointed me in the right direction with my careers ... I am a social media influencer,I vlog,I try new foods/products,I review cosmetics,I do makeup professionally/how to,I write stories/blogs Cosplay skits and animate ...

https://youtube.com/@mireitouyamavlogs?si=-Dmc6aOD7YK4Ya1O

I will let you know right now if you are new ... I do not have Alot of videos of myself right now because I am having a restart ... So when you see me I will be in professionally filmed videos for my YouTube channels and TikTok so stay tuned for that 🖤

Surveys have taught me that in life,in order to qualify you have to innovative and they do not just mean by attitude ... They mean in LIFESTYLE as well and as scary as it may sound,It is totally FUN to try new things and if it makes you feel any better or inspire you .. I used to be a strict introvert 🍀 ... I have learned that giving things a shot doesn't mean I have to get onto the latest trends ... The latest trends surrounding people my age and younger is indulging in drxgs,SX,and alc0hol... It honestly makes me want to puke because I have been taught in school to never do drxgs and only consent when you're comfortable to and when you get to know a person well first ....

Alittle while ago I tweeted online saying I am glad my sis stops me from drinking ... I did not mean that in a way of addiction ... I meant it in a way of innovatively trying different kinds of adult drinks ...

Apart of me would love to indulge in the taste of fine wines,beers, spirits and more ... But I haven't done enough research on why people drink alc0hol at all and if it is even a good thing to drink poison...

Being innovative was the first thing I thought about going into the new year and I do not regret it at all,this is the most fun and healthiest thing I have ever done for myself and for my family members around me ... I mention everyone around me because as I am being Alot more open and charismatic,I see it is influencing my family in a positive light as well ... I am going to continue being innovative,being my true self and practicing being a good adult in this world .... Thank you so much for reading my Blogpost,I'd love to hear what you have to say about it if you want ⭐ getting feedback helps me and inspires me to create more content quicker 💘 see you again soon 🍒

Plastic Surgery And More. 👀👄👃

Hey guys! Welcome back to another Blogpost of mine ... Today is about my desire and or plans to get plastic surgery on my face and body ... I am aware it is an expensive and extreme step but in my opinion life in general,is an extreme thing enough already so here goes on my desires ...

For many years of my life I have been getting picked on for my nose,my nose bridge,for my overall chubbiness and lips ... I was around seven years old when the bullying had began but it didn't really start making me feel insecure till I started puberty at the age of thirteen ... I have looked into the mirror and shook my head Alot about what other kids said about me but I could not hide deep down that it did make me wish I looked as perfect as lots of famous celebrities ... One famous celebrity that I admired for her looks is Christina Aguilera ... I think the work she gets done looks amazing... And has inspired the innovative woman in me to at least give it a try.

Okay,LOL I don't know what was so funny 😂 but I took this photo from this Blogpost apparently so let's roll with it ... My nose is a area I have been thinking of slimming down and getting it buttoned ... I personally think a button nose is so cute and very sophisticated looking... I think my face would be even better if I had a nose like that ...

The next placed id love to get work done is my mouth/lips area ... Many people have told me my lips are fine and I can understand why they think my lips don't need work ... I just want to see about getting them filled ... At least my top lip to match my lower lip so they can both appear even rather than a thin top lip and larger lower lip ...

So I covered why I would like to go fix my nose and lips ... Another big thing that I have been wanting to improve is my skin ... I want to become a pale woman rather than the rich brown that I am ... I just think pale skin is so beautiful and fits well with an aesthetic I got going on ... I understand getting something like that done is a huge major change and can even cause a controversy online and to the people who know me in reality ... But it is my life and I can finalize this decision for me anytime I feel.

In the end I checked for all of the bad things and things to accept when going along with the decision of getting plastic surgery done and it was actually pretty shocking considering they glorify plastic surgery like it's just a fun temporary things to try ... Getting plastic surgery is a huge deal because it can cause permanent damage and or most likely not present the results you hoped for ... I had a step back from getting any of the work I desired to get done because of this and it will be truly devastating for me to not get the exact shape or color I want ... So while I am not one hundred percent ready for a potential downfall in this new journey... I'll wait a while longer 👍 ... I understand that it is important to love yourself for the flaws and all ... Believe me,I have been posting for years 😂 if I didn't like myself,I'd never post! I still like posting up in my favorite outfits, makeup and hair 💙 and I look forward to posting more for many more years for my following ❤️ ... I hope you enjoyed reading this and I love sharing my inner truths with you guys 🎀

Hey, everyone it's Mirei ... And this time there won't be any photos for this blog ... Mainly because I haven't had the motivation recently to take new photos(also out of my makeup wipes😂) but anyways I wanted to talk about charisma and things I have learned about it in my twenty eight years of life ...

I started developing great speaking skills as early as 14 and I've become so great at it that I am able to turn another human beings frown upside down ... Ive become aware that charisma is something not Alot of people have and not many people who do have charisma,use it for good ... My confidence birthed from having many friends in my circle back at school and my burning desire to start my own social media/blog ...

Now,this made me sit in a corner of my own room ... Learning that so many of the people I used to look up to for years have used their charisma for pure evil ... A few evil things they have done was use their charisma to cheat their own fans out of their money/take fans money,Lie about certain life events for donations and persuade their lovers to do things they didn't originally want to do...

The fact that this charisma can manipulate a whole following or a someone who loves you wholeheartedly... Made me take a step back to look at my own self and check my intentions so far with this charisma I got ... Like ... " Have I ever used my charisma for evil before? " ... And shockingly ... I have ...

I remember when I turned sixteen I was so head over heels for this guy called Shon ... I won't spill the entire story to you all here in this Blogpost because it will be incredibly long but this guy did not like me from first glance because I wasn't his type of girl ... But I talked up a good game to him and pretended I was heavily into sports like him and his whole look on me changed ... He actually wanted to pursue a relationship with me now ...

I managed to keep up the phoney act for a few weeks till I broke down and told him the truth ... I just felt so horrible for lying to him and shortly after I came clean,he didn't want to talk to me ever again ... But looking back now I don't blame him ... I should have been honest from the start... Twenty Eight year old me shakes my head Alot today about that and I'm glad I had at least came clean.

So,I find I do this often and it can easily start to come out more of a cry for help and even offensive to people... I have done Alot of research myself on this and Alot of the answers I have discovered was it is a sign of depression ... Which isnt anything new for me,I have always been depressed growing up and coming to realize the truth about my family... I won't talk about all of the details but there has been Alot that has happened to me,my sister and pretty much all of my family that has left scars in our hearts and I do my very best to combat these scars by practicing being a good woman everyday....

I have felt a huge relief off of my shoulders from rambling... I feel like I can get Alot of things and topics off of chest and I can just be open to the people who do follow me and my life... I feel like I have a friend I can talk to and I'm learning now it is okay to talk to my audience and be open with them... When I was the audience meaning I did not host a social media account with content... I loved watching influencers talk about their day and share their life with me ... It's made me consider that type of content to do online too 🩷

So I am a twenty eight year old woman who loves men and can think and talk about men all day 🤣💗 ... I still got game when it comes to chit chatting with really hot guys ... It doesn't take me Alot of effort to get a mans attention especially the one I really want but I think the charisma is tone down now instead of running wild like when I was younger ... But please don't get the wrong idea because I feel like everything I just said above sounded like I'm " active " if you know what I mean 😓 ... I haven't done that yet ... But Ive been in relationships before ... I am also ok with the possibility of being single in my life too ... Because not everything goes your way in life and there are Alot of great things about being single 🩷 ... My charisma moving forward will be to put smiles on others faces and to keep my fans engaged with my content too 😚 ... I thank you guys again for having Alittle read of this,I enjoyed writing this one and I appreciate all of your lovely messages 💗

Holy sh!t! It's been way too long since I posted here and I keep apologizing for the wait ... But it's literally because of my depression and loss of motivation ... 😅 But I can promise you I have been thinking about my blog for a while 💙 so here goes a brand new blog post for you all to have Alittle read 🙏 This blogpost is going to be about my sister's new found inspiration on her take of Adult type of content for her new YouTube channel ⭐

This series is still a mystery for me,but I'm hella interested because of the fabulous design of the characters 😍 I'm so into the characters posted in this blog post right now but no one is hotter than " Aquarius " 😂♥️♥️♥️ I'm just a simp for good looking characters so I'm real excited to see how this series of hers play out ⭐ I think this series is supposed to be a new art style from all of her other work 💙 " frame by frame "

Who doesn't like some homo in their daily lives!? I freaking LOVE homo content 🙏 it's very interesting and it's another form of art that is very different from most art seen today and this is going to be amazing seeing how Brittany animates this for her first time on a separate channel 💞

I've been watching my sister's channel for many years and even before she started Animating

I witnessed her art on paper when she was younger and the human body is something that hasn't been in her field for cartooning

It has always been a cartoony-like look to all of her characters

Meaning long bodies but short legs

Or long arms and short bodies

Kind of similar to most cartoons we viewed as children on television

But this was a shock for me to see her take on realistic human bodies into her art

I'm blown away ! ♥️

I want to add that I feel very lucky to be apart of Brittany's success on YouTube

I never thought I'd be deserving of such amazing talent presented by my little sister

She totally over succeeded me when it comes to animations

Just about ten years ago I was the one showing her the ropes on my animation skills on a Nintendo DS 😂♥️ but over time I stuck with a pen and paper

So,I'm so happy she found something she feels good about

Something that gives her life meaning and what makes her happy inside and out

I had a feeling deep down that she was gonna blow up one day

And I cry tears of joy how far she's come 😭

She has now become MY SENPAI in animation! 😭♥️😭♥️😭🙏