Fullpizza Alchemist

Heya, I'm MeWi or Lara (she/they). I'm 23, was born July 31 I speak russian (native) and english languages 🍀💜

I love creating character stories! I have a lot of OCes and I love to work on their part in canon. And of course I deeply enjoy OC/Canon interactions of any type (romantic, platonic, familial etc)

For commissions payment I use Boosty! If you have any troubles with payment, please DM me, I'll try to help you.

ART STATUS: • commissions - OPEN • art trades, collabs - ask me, but no offense if I say no! • requests - close mutuals only!

You can also suggest some drawing prompts/ideas for my current fandom fixation, if I have free time I can draw it!

MY CARRD: soon

MY MAIN TAGS: • mewi draw - everything that I've made. I tag even silly doodles and sketches! • digital art - finished drawings with color and shading • doodle - silly drawings, sketches and everything I can't call finished. Sometimes I don't know where's the line between digital art and doodle tags... • mewi blah - text posts • mewi answer - asks • for me

for the first time in my life I want to hurt myself on purpose

I can't do this

I'm trying not to overreact and distract myself and just wait so everything will be fine again

but I can't. I can't just forget what was between us

I don't want this pain

why

for what I deserved it?

got into meltdown again because the person deleted all mentions of our ocs interaction

why

why to erase everything that was between us

was I really nothing to you? I know you're not reading but you are hurting me so bad

my heart is already shattered why are you doing this

can't make myself to go for groceries for 4 days already

A blog asked if I want to roleplay and I politely declined (because I don't like roleplays with not mutuals and because English is not my native) and got blocked????

When you were extremely loyal, even sick level loyal, to someone and in the end the someone still thinks you are capable of betrayal

Am I really such a bad friend?

blocking farcille tag for my own sanity

been waiting all day to met with a friend because I need a living being to talk to but he forgot about vet appointment and we had to cancel our plans

apathy wins

eating two small pancakes and a cup of coffee for 3 hours already, it's all cold already but I just keep spacing out

been crying a lot for the past month but now can't even drop a single tear