In 2009 I discovered I love writing. I’ve finished my contemporary fantasy book and have been querying agents since the beginning of the summer.
Today I watched Limitless with Chris Hemsworth, the memory episode is getting me. This year my grandma was diagnosed with dementia. My mom says that my grandpa is showing signs as well.
I realized this could happen to me. Would I be able to continue writing? I’ve always had a horrible memory as it is. Then in 2009 I started having seizures. I want to know if that increases my chances of dementia and I want to start forming habits that will lower my chances of developing it.
This gives me more motive to publish my book. Not because I want to be some famous author. No, my why is personal. I want to know that something of me will continue.
I look at authors I loved as a kid, Louisa May Alcott was my favorite and through her books some part of her lives on. Maybe it’s silly and not everyone agrees, but that’s my opinion, my belief and I want that for me.
When I publish, I want to dedicate my book to all the women in my life who made me who I am today and in that way some small part of their memory will live on. So I know I will publish and I’ll continue to write and I’ll continue to fight against developing dementia in as many ways as scientists have discovered works.
I’m so happy that I watched this show today. I’d never have thought about ways to reduce the chances of developing it. Looks like I’ll be going to bed on time from now on out, eating healthier (which I’ve been working on) and get back to exercising (which I’ve stopped these past few months.
Maybe I’ll start a journal, this was definitely why I wrote this. I’ll start posting ways I discover that’s helpful, not that I’m an expert or a successful author—yet. Maybe I can find information for myself and others who want to become a published author. I’ll see, wish me luck.