Based on the couple from; Perfect Love  (Warnings: fertility problems)

The darkness from outside creeped up on Y/N as she laid in her bed with an emotionless face. She didn’t even realize that morning turned into night nor did she realize that her husband, Jungkook, left for work. She didn’t even feel the kiss on the top of her head and the soft goodbye that left his lips because she was “sleeping”, If she could call it that. She stared at the white paint on top of her, wishing it could whisper comfort towards her but nothing came out. 

She slowly got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom as her demons watched behind her. She stood in front of the mirror and the reflection before her made her feel worse. She glanced down at the floor to see the pregnancy test box mocking her. She bent down and tossed the box into the trash with more strength than necessary. As she did this, a test fell out of the box and went next to her foot. She glanced down at it and the negative sign was laughing at her. She kicked the test away and she leaned against the wall with her face in her hands. She slid down the wall as she let out a loud sob, it was so loud that she didn’t hear the front door open. 

The loud sob echoed through the house and Jungkook was frozen. He dropped his bag and quickly but quietly made his way to the bathroom. He opened the door and Y/N didn’t bother to move from the ground. He slipped through the best he could and he stood in front of his wife. He sat next to her and brought her into his chest as she just cried. He knew no words could make her feel better because this wasn’t the first time this has happened. Sometimes words do more damage and you don’t even realize it. 

He ran his fingers through her hair as she nuzzled her face into his chest, desperately looking for comfort. He wrapped his arms around her waist and sat her on his thighs as he cradled her the best he could. He glanced at the ground to see the negative pregnancy test and he ignored his own pain and went to focus on her. They sat like that for what felt like hours until they both got up. They don’t even remember getting up from the bathroom floor and leaving but they were in the bedroom now, in pure darkness. Neither of them moved to turn on the light or opened the blinds, they just laid together as the darkness became a blanket for them. 

He turned towards her and pushed some hair away from her forehead as he looked at her. She slowly turned her head to look at him and gave him a small smile, “H-How was work?”

“It was alright. Baby…are you okay?” 

She sighed and nodded her head, “I’m okay…just the same thing.”

He nodded his head and leaned forward kissing her forehead gently, “I’m thinking of leaving Jimin in charge of the tattoo parlor.” 

She looked at him with wide eyes and nodded her head slowly, “Oh, why?” 

“I want to be with you and I know it’s been difficult for you…I haven’t been there for you as much as I wanted to be. I’m sorry for that.” 

“Jungkook, you’ve been there for me. Don’t talk down about yourself.” 

They both turned towards each other and she placed her hand gently on his cheek while his arm loosely went around her waist. They continued to stare at each other with soft looks that made her pain wash away. Jungkook leaned forward and placed a kiss on her forehead, “I need to be with my wife.”

“Are you sure? The tattoo parlor has been your dream since forever, kook.” 

“My dream is our future and I’ll do anything for you.” 

She felt her heart flutter at this and nuzzled her head into his chest as she wrapped her arms around his waist, “I’m sorry…”

He shook his head and kissed the top of her head, “Don’t ever apologize.” 

They didn’t say anything but the silence created a bubble around them as their love created warmth around them. She slowly sat up on the bed and Jungkook followed just in case anything happened. She looked down at her stomach and then back at Jungkook, “What would you want to name our baby?” 

He got up and grabbed her hand gently with a smile, “If it was a boy, Jungwoo. If it was a girl, Yuri.” 

She smiled at this and gently touched his knuckles with her thumb, “I love those names…I love Yuri.” 

“I thought you would love it, that’s why I picked it.”  

“Jeon Yuri…that sounds perfect.” 

He let out a small laugh and kissed her cheek, “I’m going to guess you want a girl.” 

“Honestly, I don’t care. I just want a baby but I just have a feeling that it’s going to be a girl when it happens.” 

“Jeon Yuri.” 

She smiled and looked back down at her stomach with her lips in a thin line, “One day, it will happen. I believe it will happen and if it doesn’t…we can always adopt.” 

“Whatever you want, baby. We’ll get through this together, no matter what. One day, it will happen. I promise that.” 

She nodded her head and stared at her stomach with a sad look, “I’m sorry that I can’t have a baby…”

“Y/N…we’ll have a baby, it just takes time. Okay?” 

“I know, it’s just…I don’t know. All the doctors have told us that we are healthy but it’s just difficult for us. It’s not fair.”

“Darling, no matter what, one day it will happen.” 

She turned her head to see that he was already looking at her with a sad smile. She nodded her head and leaned towards him placing a soft kiss on his lips, “One day…” 

The darkness from outside entered the bedroom and Y/N didn’t even care that it was dark, the darkness couldn’t ruin her mood. She sat on her bed with a smile as she waited for Jungkook to come home from grocery shopping. It’s been three years, three long years of tears and dark moments but it felt like it was all worth it. 

She walked into the bathroom and smiled at her reflection as she fixed her hair. She splashed some water on her face and glanced down at the pregnancy test with her heart fluttering. She let out a loud excited gasp and it was so loud that she didn’t hear the door open. Jungkook placed the bags on the floor as he heard the loud excited gasp making him raise his eyebrow. He wasn’t worried like how he usually is but he was feeling something, a good something. 

He walked up the stairs, slowly and quietly. He opened the door and Y/N turned around with a wide smile. She jumped into him, surprising him but he wrapped his arms around waist as she kissed his face. He placed her down and kissed her forehead, “Is everything okay?” 

“Everything is great…I have a surprise, close your eyes.”

He raised his eyebrow and nodded his head. He did what he was told and Y/N quickly made her way to grab the surprise. She grabbed his hand and slowly opened it as she placed the surprise in her hand. He raised his eyebrow and opened his eyes as he glanced down. His mouth dropped and he looked back at her with tears already forming, “Are you serious?” 

She nodded her head and her smile went wider, “I’m pregnant.” 

He dropped the test and wrapped his arms around her waist as he nuzzled his head into her neck. He let out a loud sob as she ran her fingers through his hair as she cried alongside him. When they pulled away he leaned his forehead against hers as his lips trembled, “Is this real?” 

“Yes…I-I can’t believe it either.” 

He kissed all over her face as Y/N let out a small laugh. He crumbled to his knees and placed his ear on her stomach with a smile, “Our baby…” 

She smiled and nodded her head as she ran her fingers through his hair, “Our baby.” 

“I told you, one day it would happen.” 

“I think it’s going to be a girl, I just have a feeling about it.” 

He kissed her stomach and looked up at her with a dazed outlook, “I don’t care, were getting a baby.” 

“Jeon Yuri…”