Interplanetary Exchange Student

... I will die alone

but in a good way

in the way Captain Kirk said it in The Final Frontier

“I knew I wasn’t going to die. Because you were with me.”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISMuhvLwlKQ

“I’ll die alone” in the sense of, “the few precious people I have managed to forge lifelong friendships with? they are people I trust so deeply that I KNOW the only way I could possibly ever die is if it happened in some moment when they couldn’t be there. Any other time, against any unfathomable odds, they’d save my life”