Why can’t you
You can’t love someone into living you back that is the part I had to learn no matter how much I loved you and no matter how bad I wanted you to love me
You didn’t you just said it because it made me happy you said and had no feeling behind and it’s funny because I can do that too but every time I said it to you I meant it and yet I was never loved by you you could never love me like I needed you too
So my only question is why not?
-mars
Mistress LoveBird
Mistress loveBird takes great care of me hands held around my chest, leaving gorgeous burns and ashes.
She waits patiently for me her red feathers spread around our shared nest like some sort of angel or guardian.
She lies in wait waiting for her servants to send her cigarettes and angel cake fit for a king.
I inhale her smoke as if I am her love but then remember I am not competition to her ash tray for ashes are all she leaves when she is gone by the morning hours.
Then after my long day of ramblings and disappointment I find her waiting for me, feathers spread, cigarette lit and her waiting.
-Four(4)
Philophobia
Trauma can feel like we’re Allergic to the thing that we love. When you are just trying to spend time with your family or go on a date with someone you really like, and you just feel the stress or the unsettledness, or you feel numb, that's especially heartbreaking. It's like trying to swim towards yourself, but the current is stronger than you. You're (a million) 1,000,000 miles away from yourself.
- Alien.
